Zaxlog

Mood: Im at work, what do you reckon?
Listening to: Run baby run baby run baby run baby run...

Well fuck me backwards with a garden spade (thats a figure of speech all you weirdo fuckhead stalkers out there, not a request!)  Strange day, spoke to a long lost mate at lunchtime.  Thought he'd disowned me forever, but it turns out that his life is all roses at the moment so he wants to meet up.  Sounds cool to me.  Still just following the story of my life, never too sure whats gonna happen next but whenever a chapter ends, another one always begins.  Wonder whats gonna happen in this one??  I like the story analogy, feels like life is contained in a massive multi book series, all the different characters meeting, interacting, playing their parts.  I suppose that really its like one of those Fighting Fantasy novels seeing as we are supposed to be in some kind of control.  Did you ever use your fingers to keep places that you wish you could jump back to?  I used to run out of fingers!! Tee Hee, I think if life is like an interactive book, i've definately lost the dice!!

Mood: Massive dull grey boredom
Listening to: Trivium

(Insert Maniacal nearly over the edge laughter here) It won't leave me alone, theres nowhere I can go, nowhere to hide.  It looks very much like my ex-girlfriend but seems to be some space monster that has taken over her body and memories and seems to be using them to fulfill some unknown desires!! Oh well, nowt I can do but sit tight, be me and not worry about it. 

On a lighter note I did manage to sort out most of the media hell that is my life (lifetimes collection of music etc on hundreds of cds all around my living space) transferred it all to DVD, takes up a hell of a lot less space!! plus i now have loads of cds to give to my friends :-)

Other than that it was a complete non-entity of a weekend, this hibernation thing is really good!!

Mood: bored generally, but looking forward to the weekend which starts in 83 minutes!
Listening to: Light up, light up, As if you have a choice, Even if you cannot hear my voice, I'll be right beside you dear

Cant believe that its been so long since i updated this damn thing!! Better part of a year has gone by! Made lots of friends,lost some too, helped people get together, met girls(alllllright!!) drank lots, worked out loads, collected even more music, gave out loads too, moshed all night, made people laugh, laughed a lot myself (and at myself for that matter!). 

Decided on a course of action for life too.  Realised that im missing adventure, all this being a decent person and paying back debts might be good for the soul but im going stir crazy, bored outta my tiny mind with getting up and going to work in my meaningless life of seemingly never ending debt repayments.  Seeing as there isnt anything that i can think of that i really want to own (or want full stop!), why am i living a consumer lifestyle??  So decided to get a sailing qualification, jump on the next yacht heading outta here to another land and see what i can find!!  So all the time between now and getting the qualification im spending getting rid of stuff.  Started to feel like those people from labyrinth (the film with David Bowie in THOSE tights!) who have all their worldly posessions on their back,hmm I wonder if that was social commentary??  So if I have anything that you want, ask me for it, chances are you can have it for either nothing or a small contribution to the "Zax needs a bit of paper that says he can sail yachts" fund!!