Sunday 14th May
Mood: ok
Well nothing much going on today.
I got a new mp4 play (no, not mp3..mp4) today seeing as somebody *not saying names* broke my, better, old one which i had got for christmas last year. Well. I was looking through it and it has sooo much memory on it! Ive already put about 7 albums worth of songs on it. Plus ive put up a load of pics. And when i was looking to see what movies it had on its, too my luck, its had 8 mile on it! I was like...YAY. I love that movie so much i think its brilliant lol.
Well last night i was speaking to mark. It started of with what we normally do, calling eachother a bitch and telling eachother to fuck off (not being seriously of course were just messing about) and then he said to me "i wish i was with you but you do want to be with me any more do you" and from then our conversation just got really serious. He said he wants to for more than my "good looks, sence of humour and gd personalitly" and i was kinda confused with what he said by that. Then he said "i want you more than that and i know you want me for more than that" so i was kinda confussed but what he ment by that so when i asked him bout it he just said "sex". And thats when i started getting stressed. I said to him "so am i just your booty call then?!" and he just said "no way ur way more to me than that" and then i just went. He said he would be online today at 3 but he hasnt been online so far and its now 7:10.
I asked a few people if they think i should get back with him and it was a mix of answers and that just got me even more confused about what i should do. They next time i will probably see him is wednesday if he binks school. But im not sure if he will. So i dunno what to do now so im pretty screwed because if he doesnt bunk then i probably wont see him till next weekend so then that would be 2 weeks i havnt seen him. If i see him next saturday or something we will probably go swimming or something. I might go on my own, i might not and if i dont i will most likely bring becky and her bf James.
Well. I havnt done much today just sat about in the house really. School tomorrow. Oh joy (note my sarcasm). No school on wednesday because of review day. Im pretty glad ive got a early time so then i get the rest of the day free. And because there is not school i also get to miss assembaly!! wohoo!! lol.
Well thats about it for today.
Much love
Krissy
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