So much shit
Well the title pretty much explains it. The past few month started of perfectly, and i mean perfectly. I had no faults. But no things have got pretty CRAP.
Two week ago on the day, me and Cathy went swimming and meet two boys, who then ended up becoming our boyfriends. Mine was Mark. Her's was Darren. There step brothers. So, We were going great. But then the following thursday Cathy dumped Darren by text. Which cause some drama. Mark was saying he wanted to have a go at her and Darren didnt really care. Then on the Saturday we went to the Cinema. Me, Cathy, Keiran, Darren and Mark. This is where the drama where me and Mark start to begin. I dunno, i guess we just wasnt really talking that day. And i ended spending most of the day with Keiran and Darren. At the Cinema, it was kinda weird. Mark went of and sat on his on in the corner. And soon after Cathy followed leaving me, Keiran and Darren. It was all ok because we was all having fun enjoying the movie (scary movie 4) Untill we go out of the cinema where i was shocked to see Cathy holding Marks hand. And then (surprise surprise) Mark dumps me because apparently Cathy told him i was cheating on him with Darren which is a load of bullshit. Then whilst walking back into town, Cathy had to go home. So she did. Then when me and the boys was in town Mark and Keiran started being total DICK HEADS. tthheenn Darren and Keiran went home leaving me and Mark. By then it was about 8:45pm. Mark walked me to the bus stop continuously telling me he still loves me. While i was sat waiting for the bus he started hugging me and kissed me on my forhead (lol) a few time. But because it was after 8, we only just realised the bus was not going to come. So he walked me to the carpark near-ish to the itchen bridge. He sat me down on the bench. And he said these exact words to me "oh i dont care" and started snogging me. I was blown away. That night when i got home. I phoned him as i said i would. We was just talking and again, he was saying he still loves me. (btw if you havnt gatherd Mark and Cathy had started going out after the movie ended) Then was asking me to go swimming with him and cathy the next day. At first i said no but then he said "if you still love me then you will come" and obviously i did seeing as i dont just stop loving somone as soon as we break up. So the next day (sunday) We was swimming. And i was a bit of a loner on my own because Mark was with Cathy. But everytime we was messing around with eachother he told me "you know i still love me so please just cheer up" he was telling me to cheer up because i just wasnt in a very happy or lively mood. After swimming i waited outside the chaning rooms for cathy, untill Mark steps out. He started hugging me saying seeing me sad upsets him. And then he said (in these exact words) "quick cathy isnt out yet" and tried to kiss me. Surprisingly, I said no. I just couldnt do it to Cathy. Then the other day, i told Cathy exactly what happen those days. But today she said she belives him and not me. And because we arranged to go swimming with Mark Darren and Keiran this monday, i was in now mood to go with someone who belive somone she's known for 2 weeks over her best friend whos shes known for years. Then today in english class i told her that. But after talking i said i MIGHT go. But to be honest i really dont want to. I dont want to be around Mark. First he denied the whole thing to her and now hes saying to people that i came on to him. So by saying that hes admiting it happend but saying i was the one who started the kiss. But is a load of fucking bullshit.
The after school today, i lit my fag. Then Miss Leory (deputy head) Saw me and orderd me to put it out so i just walked away ignoring her and went to the other side of the street. Then my english teacher started to shout at me (she was in the passenger seat) and i just walked off again. So as you can guess, tuesday when i come back to school i will be in a load of trouble. And as well as that we have out S.A.T's next week. Which is SHIT.
So yeah anyway. Thats just a breif description why life has started going shit again.
