Somebody's someone

Mood: gdgd
Listening to: d

well life has been really good latly!! i havnt had hardly any arguments with anyone, on saturday, me lauren danielle n becky r spending the night at portsmouth so that should be cool, were gonna go there with our saints shirts on lmao!!! anyways yh so, dunno really im just really happy atm, me and mark are going really well, my friendships are going well, school is going well, apart from science where my level is going down lol but owell. Ummm just a few people have been pissing me off latly, lyk people called ******* mimiking me n danielle in science the other day when she asked to borrow my mirror, but owell just a pothetic lil grunger really to board of her own lyf. anyways im just in a real high!! well im tired of typing in this now so bye!!

♥love makes the world go round♥

Here, here i am again
And im starin at these same four walls
Alone again
And now, all the colors blend
And im growing numb and I've become
This empty page

Hold on, its tragic
Stumbling through all this static

I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promises are better
left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that im the only
But I'm the one who's crawling on the ground
When you say love makes the world go 'round

My love, look at what you've done to me
For someone who has felt so strong
It's amazing I'm completely gone

Hold on, its tragic
Stumbling through all this static

I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promises are better
left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that im the only
But I'm the one who's crawling on the ground,
When you say love makes the world go 'round

If that's the kind of love you give me
I'd rather be alone, believe me
It's not the way you 'posed to treat me
I'd rather walk away

I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promises are better
left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that im the only
But I'm the one who's crawling on the ground,
When you say love makes the world go 'round, yeah
You say love makes the world go 'round
Everytime you try to tell me
I dont care you're not the only
Dont you know I'm coming back around
Cuz I say love makes the world go 'round, yeah
Cuz I say love makes the world go 'round

♥ better off ♥

The sky is falling
And it's early in the morning
But it's ok somehow
I spilt my coffee, it went
All over your clothes
I gotta wear mine now

And im always, always,always late
And my hair's a mess,
Even when it's straight

But so what,
I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright
I used to think i had it good
But now i know that i misunderstood
With you I'd say, i'm better off in every way

My friends keep callin'
They say, they say im stallin'
And they wanna meet you now
I tell them hell no, i say
We're tryin' to lay low
Don't wanna lose what i've found

Things are finally, finally lookin' up
Oh my feet are on the ground
Even though im stuck

But so what,
I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright
I used to think i had it good
But now i know that i misunderstood
With you I'd say, i'm better off in every way

Things are finally, finally lookin' up
Oh my feet are on the ground
Even though im stuck
Even though im stuck

But so what,
I'm better off everyday
When i'm standing in the pouring rain, I dont mind
I think of you and everythings alright
I used to think i had it good
But now i know that i misunderstood
With you I'd say, i'm better off in every way

Yeah, yeah

Better off in every way
I'm better off in every way
I'm better off today

The sky is falling
And it's early in the morning
But it's ok

 The player!

beautifully broken

It seems like yesterday that my world fell from the sky
It seems like yesterday I didnt know how hard I could cry
It feels like tomorrow I may not get by
But I will try
I will try wipe the tears from my eyes

[Chorus:]
I'm beautifully broken and I don't mind if you know it
I'm beautifully broken and I don't care if I show it

Every day is a new day I'm reminded of my past
Everytime theres another storm I know that it wont last
Every moment I'm filled with hope
cause i get another chance
But I will try I will try
Got nothing left to hide

[Chorus]

Without the highs and the lows
Where will we go?
Where will we go?

[Chorus]

I am beautifully broken, I am beautifully broken
I am beautifully broken and I don't care if I show it
[Repeats til end, and fades out]

Mood: awww

Boy: Baby, we need to talk.

Girl: Ricardo, what do u mean?

Boy: Something has come up...

Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.

Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much.

Boy: Baby, are you there??

Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important??

Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..

Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: I'm leaving...

Girl: Baby, what are u talking about?? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.

Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.

Girl: Why? All of your famliy lives over here.

Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.

Girl: I can't believe this.

[FATHER: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously ERICA!, what did I tell you about talking to boys?!!!... Get off the damn phone!! (And hangs up).]

Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.

Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I dont want you to go.

Boy: Would you run away with me?

Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!

Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..

Girl: *Thinking*I can't believe what's going on.

Boy: I need to give you something tonite, because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.

Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.

Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.

Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)

Boy: Baby, dont cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.

Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)

[They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her]

It says...

"Erica,

You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and dont you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I
thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didnt think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
- Ricardo"

[ Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]

... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....

Friend: How are you feeling?

Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.

Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago.
He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...

Girl: Umm.. okay.

[She finds a piece of paper in the jacket,

It says:

"Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Always

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will

.... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me...
-Ricardo"]

Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol Okay but I g2g... Call me later.

Girl: *happy*okay, bye, I'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me!

... Erica turns the T.V. on......

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.

[ She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... ]

... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.

Right well i just want to start saying how happy i am!!! i mean, i think i've found the one.....today he said to me "this is coming from my heart, i think ive fallen in love with you" i was like OMG! I think im in love with him to!!! thing is ryt, Gina knows him, and at first she did like him at all and now she likes him and its really great that she kinda approvs of him kinda thing. He and I have had a REALLY hard road to where we are now, but were so close now! its unbeliveable ive never had anything like it before!!! ahhhh im so happy!! This it was the song below is about!

No one ever said that
Love was gonna be easy
Gotta take the ups and downs
The in-betweens
If you take this journey
Gotta give yourself completely
Never let nobody ever step on a dream

You better stop
Listen to these words I say
You better stop
Don't you throw this good thing away
no no
Put your trust in me
And I'll make you see

[CHORUS:]
No the rain wont last forever
Find a way to make it better
Long as we can stand together
Love will find a way
Gonna make a new tomorrow
Say good-bye to tears and sorrow
Better listen when I say
Love will find a way

Somebody tried to tell me love
don't last forever
Said it only happens in your wildest dreams
After all is said and done
We're still here together
Never listen to the lies and jealousy

You better stop
Don't you let them turn you around
You better stop
Hang onto this love that we've found
Nothing that they say
Can stand in our way

[Chorus]

I want you
I need you
You know that I
Believe you
We got it
You know it
So if it's real
Just show it baby

I want you
I need you
You know that I
Believe you
We got it
You know it
So if it's real
Just show it baby

Try
Listen to these words
That I say
Try
Don't you throw
This good thing away
No
Put your trust in me
And I'll make you see

[Chorus 2X]
I want you
I need you
You know that I
Believe you
We got it
You know it
So if it's real
Just show it

I want you
I need you
You know that I
Believe you
We got it
You know it
So if it's real
Just show it

no ellie this is not a JOJO song lol

I get shoppin sprees off the heezy
I get dough to blow, please believe me
Don't want the one on one
Take it easy
You're just the jump-off
I'm his breezy
I'm the one who knows him the best
I'm his one and only, nothin less
You don't wanna take it there
Don't you see
He told me he loves me
Calls me his breezy

Let me break it down, break it down
I got it on lock and
I think you better stop
I heard you been checkin for my boo
Who do you think he is, busy giving your best shot
But you couldn't get a call back
And even after all that
Caught you at the mall for a throwback
That's big pimpin but you
Wouldn't listen, he's mine
All toys better fall back

I get shoppin sprees off the heezy (Off the heezy)
I get dough to blow, please believe me (Please believe me)
Don't want the one on one
Take it easy
You're just the jump-off
I'm his breezy
I'm the one who knows him the best
I'm his one and only, nothin less
You don't wanna take it there
Don't you see
He told me he loves me
Calls me his breezy (I'm his breezy)

Now I'mma let ya know to your face
You needa hit the brakes
Your about to make a major mistake
I'm gonna call you out, no doubt
Let me spell it out
Baby you ain't nothin but a fake
Cause I know what you want
And you ain't gotta front
So go ahead and pull another stunt
Remember that it's me that he loves
All he's thinkin of
I'm the only one that he wants

I get shoppin sprees off the heezy
I get dough to blow, please believe me
Don't want my one on one
Take it easy
You're just the jump-off
I'm his breezy
I'm the one who knows him the best
I'm his one and only, nothin less
You don't wanna take it there
Don't you see
He told me he loves me
Calls me his breezy

Cause what we have is so real
It's more than just dollar bills
This livin lavish
Wouldn't matter if I didn't have his heart
Sorry shorty, he's mine
Better luck next time
?? you can have it
But I'll still be his girl

I get shoppin sprees off the heezy
I get dough to blow, please believe me
Don't want my one on one
Take it easy
You're just the jump-off
I'm his breezy
I'm the one who knows him the best
I'm his one and only, nothin less
You don't wanna take it there
Don't you see
He told me he loves me
Calls me his breezy

I get shoppin sprees off the heezy
I get dough to blow, please believe me
Don't want my one on one
Take it easy
You're just the jump-off
I'm his breezy
I'm the one who knows him the best
I'm his one and only, nothin less
You don't wanna take it there
Don't you see
He told me he loves me
Calls me his breezy

Mood: duno rele
Listening to: jojo - not that kinda girl

I'm not your every day, around the way
Don't go bar-hoppin', chillin' on the block
On a cell phone frontin',
Never that, cuz I'm not that kinda girl
I need to know how you roll
And how you get down low
Drop my money in the bank
Take me home and meet your mama
Can you handle that?
Cuz I'm that kinda girl
I'm that kinda girl

[Verse 1:]
Boy you aint impressin' me
With your jewelry, your designer clothes
Or the games that you try to play
Think you need to know, I got my own
Dont need you for your dough
Hearin' me, maybe then we can flow, let me know
Make me smile, maybe we can chill
Keep it real, show me something I can feel
Cause I'm not your average ordinary type
Could you be that kinda guy I like?

[Chorus]

[Verse: 2]
Everytime I be up at the spot, chilling with my crew
We'll be hanging out, get in a little late
You start bugging out
I dont think it's fair
You don't like the clothes I wear
How I do my hair
I don't really care
But it's not for you
And I aint got nothin' to prove
There cant be any us, if there can't be any trust
Nothin' to discuss, no doubt
I'm not that kinda girl to let you play me out

[Chorus]

[BRIDGE:]
You might take me shopping, but I'm not your property
If I dont like it, I decided
I can make it on my own
As long as we disagree to agree
Down for you and you're down for me
Baby I'm what you want and we can build a love so strong

[Chorus]

Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Not That Kinda Girl
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Not That Kinda Girl
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
Do you know what kinda girl I am?
Oooh Oooh Oooh Oooh
I'm that kinda girl
ooohoohh-yeaaahh

writtin with a pen, sealed with a kiss,

if your my friend answer me this:

are we friends, or are we not?

you told me once but i forgot.

so tell me now and tell me true

so can i say "im here for you"

of all the friends ive ever met

you're the one i wont forget

and if i die before you do

i'll go to heaven and wait for you

i'll give the angels back thier wings

and risk the lose of everything

there isnt a thing i wouldnt do

to have a friend just like you

-------x-------

friends are forever

boys are whatever

when bad go to worse

my girls come first!

-------x------

are real friend is someone who walks in

when the rest of the world walks out

--------x------

east to the sea

west to the land

death to the bitch

who touches my man

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH ****** GAVE ME A LOVE BIT! AAAAAAAAHHHHHH I GOT IN WITH ****** LITTERLY ABOUT 150 TIMES LAST NIGHT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! NOW MY LIPS ARE SORE!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHH AND THEY HURT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WAS DRUNK! AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

♥♥♥oh my god! im so effing excited for valintines day! wohoo! my n satana booked a hotel suit (but a adult has to be there ='( sob) and inviting alot of mates down there, its gonna be soooo funny! if ur not gonna spend it with a guy then spend it with some mates! tra la la la laaa!!  lmao anyways, i dunno lol umm...oh my god my bedroom is so fucking freezing atm! i hate winter! it makes my room cool =( i love summer! it makes my room really hot but something it gets kinda annoying coz it just gets TOO hot kinda thing. anyways, i cant wait till october (i think it is ) coz me, my mum and my sisters are going to stay in our house in spain for a while n its right by a beach so that should be cool! anywayz, im off now, love yaz all! mwah!♥♥♥