Mood: er
OMG i fancy Alex so fucking much!! But i think ive blow it coz i was talking to matthew about him and he was kinda coming on to the fact that i fancy him so i started saying he was a migner with his little moustash (lmao) but only to try and cover up the fact that i fancy him and alex was really upset and hes said stuff like "i thought you was my friend" and "Krissy you've blown it with us" and i was like NOOOO anyway i cant be botherd to type ne more ill fill u in later on
proper fun today, especially at lunch lol. I told matthews mates and promised my mates i would TRY to talk to matthew (lmao) But again...i was to nervous, everytime we moved to one side to the school they followed and after about moving 5 times we stopped by thre hall thing and we were "cusually" trying to get closer lol. it was soooooo funny...now im going to PROMISE everyeho who reads this that tomorrow i WILL talk to him. If you comment on this entry and sign your name (those are the people i will be promising) after school tomorrow i will write a quest book entry saying if i done it or not. kk
so um bye!
whoa what a weird day, i had my hair up for the first time in like, 6 years, every1 i was saying i looking different and it looks nice ect. i think im gonna wear it all the time now. i like it. Also i got rly upset coz i thought matthew wasnt at school that doy but he was! at lunch he kep walking past me and my m8s and they all kept saying to me hes only walking past up to get my attentions lol then OMFG emily and he little fat mates. they called my a slut (now how am i a slut?!) so i started telling them to suck her self and to get it into her fat head. Then the wanted to fight me lmao (ill get back to the fight in a bit) So after that, Matthew wanted to talk to me but im was to scared ={ aww bless me!
THE FIGHT!!!
there was no fight, she didnt turn up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@ cathyz
omg it was so funny, we just started off takling boy boyz (lmao pretty fun tho) nd that turned into taking pics of eachothers feet! lol then we was doing kareoke lol, we sung spice girls, some song i dont know, like a vigin, nd that titanic song lol, then we done a dance move thingy bob, it was a crack up (me and cathy cant w8 till da nxt school disco so we can show off out moves lol) then we went on her dancy mat but holly wasnt there for that coz she went at 5:30 then at about 6:30 i got a lift home....hmm...good times
ok so i do go out with Matthew, but its weird coz i havnt even talked yet, everytime they go past me his mate says hi but he just goes bright red.....this sucks! i really want to talk to him, Tahnee (eli's sis) says i shouldnt aviod him but thats not what im doing at all....hmm...this sucks.
Listening to: son or dork - tickit outta loserville
This day has been pretty cool i guess, but im kinda confussed. i'll get to that later =P
So, to the confussing part, at lunch time me cathy and holly went to see wayne and that and we has haning out with a load of year 10's and the 2 new girls in my year. then i just blurted out "i fancy that boi over there!" and every1 went running to him saying "krissy fancies you krissy fancies you!" then the all come back and asking me out for him, i kept saying no coz i didnt think he was being seriously so after a while wayne just went to him and told him i said yes. Then him and his mate wanted to speak to me but i was to nervous to go over there lmao. So then his mate coz up to me and said "krissy, alright?" lol, which is kinda like a "your accepted" (or so wayne tells me) lol
so im actually really excited to go back to school tomorrow to see whats going on with that boy...ok i might as well tell you his name...its Matthew. lol Also no maths tomorrow!!! yehaa!!! rocks! ah yea!
ok, so, what my plan for tomorrow is go into school as normal then either at break or at lunch im going to ask matthews mate or wayne if i do actually go out with him and if i dont then im just going to ask him out coz, well holly is telling my i should and im just a total pushover lol
anywayz buh bye!
Continuing
i cant be botherd to start another entry so im just continuing this one, actually, i dont really know why im continuing this one no one is on msn at the moment so that kinda sucks. alot.
hmm...nothing much to do, some boy i know told me about his friends new band called "no four leaf clover" he sent me some of their tracks and there quite good to be honest. Leigh's album is nearly finished...wow...im know so many people with record deals lol. Pretty cool i guess. anywayz, um....dunno what to do!!! so bored!!!! ahh!!! I REALLY wanna find out whats going on with me and matthew coz wayne asked me out for him his wasnt exatctly trying to stop him...so...ah..i dunno!!!! i saw him when i was walking out of the school gates and we just kinda started staring at eachother....hmmm....matthew...err this sucks! hopefulling i do go out with him and hes not a complete chav (seeing as he does wear a nike bag but a huge one) I dont know whar to do, coz holly wants me to go out with him and I want to go out with him and apparently he wants to go out with me so whats the problem here? what am i missing? Theres something not right about this is it blows! Oh well, i guess i'll get it all sorted tomorrow, when wayne comes in im gonna try and set things straight. =)
buh bye!
errr so bored! ALOT of my bro mates are here, Phil, luck, matt, bryan, james, keiron, LORANCE!!!! lol oohhh mmyy ggoooodd awell its not like i still fancy him, i fancy some1 else and i also might go out with him hehheee then i can have the thing ive alway wanted....and gang of guys to hang with...and oh yea a proper boyfriend. lol
buh bye!
Well, moday was pretty cool, but only for one reason lol, i was talking to the boy i fancy's mate, and o started saying i think hes really fit ect. then his mate said (i have no idea what his name is) "do you want to go out with him coz hes single" so i said "yeah but he wouldnt go out with a year nine" and he said "whats wrong with going out with a year nine, he'd go out with you" but then my brothers rude friend interrupted us and his mate went. But he said hes going to talk to him for me, and IF i ask him out and he says yes then me holly and cathy have some people hang with.
WOO!
WOW, OK, SO, LIKE, IM A PREVIOUS ENTRY WHERE I WAS SAYING I HAD NO TRUE FRIEND OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, WELL, I TAKE IT ALL BACK, I HAVE 3 GREAT FRIENDS, I JUST NEVER REALLY SAW IT,
CATHY
WEVE BEEN MATES FOR ABOUT 3 YEARS NOW, AINT THAT MUCH BUT IT SEEMS LIKE A LIFE TIME, YOUR ALWAYS THERE FOR ME, EVEN WHEN WE WASNT FRIENDS FOR A WHILE YOU WAS THERE WITH ME. YOU ARE A AMAZING FRIEND, REALLY YOU ARE, I SERISOULY CANT EXPRESS HOW MUCH OF A GREAT FRIEND YOU ARE. 1/3 OF THE SUPER APPLE PIE TEAM
HOLLY
YOU ARE A AMAZING FRIEND, YOU MAKE ME LAUGH, YOUR LAID BACK, YOU COOL WITH STUFF, IT JUST...ALL GOOD, ANOTHER 1/3 OF THE SUPER APPLE PIE TEAM, YOU GREAT!
KT
WOW, KATIE, NOW THERES A STANGE ONE, EVERYONE THINKS SHE IS A BITCH AND TO OBSESSED WITH WESLEY, BUT SHE PAYS ALOT OF ATTENTION TO HER MATES, SHE ALWAYS KNOWS WHEN SOMETHING IS GOING ON AND IS ALWAYS HAPPY TO HELP, SHES A SHOULDER TO CRY ON, A TRUE MATE, I CAN TELL HER EVERYTHING AND I CAN TRUST HER WITH EVERYTHING.
SO THAT WRAPPS UP THE THING ABOUT MY "TRUE" "GOOD" GREAT" WATEVER MATES
BUH BYE!
Mood: motivated
Listening to: bon jovi - two story town
Ok so im gonna have a whole new (kinda) start to this blog, tho im not going to delete eveything else ive ever wrote in this because i dont belive in esrasing my past and every bit of it has made me who i am today. Im going to take a new approch to life, taking everything life throws at me, if it good or bad, if im in it alone or not. The blog is going to be mainly about my journy to living my dreams, it aint gonna be easy, it never is, but it is going to happen. Remember, the world is you canvas, you just have to decide what to paint.
Mood: sick/hypers/cheered up
Listening to: some crap
hehehe im mate Jakie is here!! MWA HA HA HA HA!!! atupid bitch!! HEHEHE LOLOLOLOL shes a fellow flu girl! AH YEA!!! SHE GOES TO CHAMBERLING OR HATEVER! EEWWW BEN LIONS AND SAMMY - JO KNOWS HERE!! HAHAHAH WHY THE HELL AM I WRITING IN CAPITALS????
ANYWAYS, SHE FORCING ME TO LET HER RIGHT SOMTHING
kristina (or krissy, wateva u like 2 call here) is a GOD DAMN MOSHER!!! BUT A HELL OV A GOOD 1!!!!!
yea.....buh bye.
(kristina smellz!)
(jackie smells worse!)
