11th May 2006
So today i had my final S.A.T tests wohoo! There officially over! Im so glad they are. Um..nothing much happend today.
It kinda weird coz im kinda mingling with different people alot lately. Gina has wanted me to stayt with her at lunch times now so during lunch ive been with Kirsty and Sammy and tht crowd. lol. Kinda funny.
So, i know ive probably said this on a blog tons of times before. But i'm think im really ready for a steady, serious relationship. I know! your probably to younge for commitment. But like i said. Its something that i really want and im ready for. I've expericened something i didnt think i was ready for. But it turned out i was and if i wasnt then it would of ended up VERY embarrasing.
Last sunday i kinda done something with Mark which ended up with Cathy now not liking me. Well ive told her before that Mark kissed me whilst there were together but she didnt belive me. And i guess if she did belive me then she wouldnt of got so mad and upset about it.
Well anyway. After sunday i kinda thought Mark was trying to avoid me a bit or somthing. But the other day he phoned me saying hed like to meet up with me wednesday but he couldnt because he was going into pompey. So i guess i'll try to plan somthing out for the weekend but thats only if hes not round his uncles house and if he is then i guess i'll just talk to him on msn or something.
I dumped Darren on tuesday. I guess i just didnt want to string him along. Dont get me wrong or anything because he is SUCH an amazing person, but hes just not for me. But Mark. I dunno. I do really like him and i have since we first met and he saids he has liked me since we first met to. But i know how he is with relationships and it doesnt seems too good. I really want to make things work with me and him but i dunno its just gonna be a rough ride.
Well thats the update.
Much love
Krissy
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