World of Fantasy

I finally can leave the world of chasing idol.  Cos my most loved idol is leaving the showbiz world.

I may have know alot of frens in these circle but sometime you will feel some of them is just so fake infront of you.  It just so dark inside the fans world.

It just time to leave.  Stop going to taiwan for so many time and start to go other places where I haven't go before.

Fans you can be friends with them but not good friends coz everyone will talk behind your back, even if you never say anythings. I've seen too much of these things. It just too scary.

I happy my idol is leaving.

 

 

My cousin passed away on Thursday 6/10/05. He committed suicide.  It never came across our mind that he would acutally do that.  Where did he got the courage to do it. 

It take such a big courage to do it, sometime I too thought of suicide and ends everythings  and need not be bothers about alot of things, but just didn't have the courage to do it . 

Why does everyone have to grow up, and suffer alot of stress?  Love to be a kids again. No stress and everyday jus play and play. 

What can we do to stop all these stresssssssssss?