World of Fantasy

I finally can leave the world of chasing idol.  Cos my most loved idol is leaving the showbiz world.

I may have know alot of frens in these circle but sometime you will feel some of them is just so fake infront of you.  It just so dark inside the fans world.

It just time to leave.  Stop going to taiwan for so many time and start to go other places where I haven't go before.

Fans you can be friends with them but not good friends coz everyone will talk behind your back, even if you never say anythings. I've seen too much of these things. It just too scary.

I happy my idol is leaving.

 

 

My cousin passed away on Thursday 6/10/05. He committed suicide.  It never came across our mind that he would acutally do that.  Where did he got the courage to do it. 

It take such a big courage to do it, sometime I too thought of suicide and ends everythings  and need not be bothers about alot of things, but just didn't have the courage to do it . 

Why does everyone have to grow up, and suffer alot of stress?  Love to be a kids again. No stress and everyday jus play and play. 

What can we do to stop all these stresssssssssss?

 

原來不是你對人家好

人家就會對你好的

很多時候﹐你對朋友所付出的一切

他們未必會以相同的付出來回報你

這真是多麼的悲哀啊

真的會令人不盡的想

自己是不是付出的太多了呢

I'm totally sick of this world.  

 

 

I have a great Sat , went to JB CITY SQ  to sing K

It have a buffet with all you can eat. The food was great.

Price  is reasonable. And all the song are very up to date.

Price are only at about RM$40.  So it abt SG$25.

See how cheap it is, compare to SG kbox.

You got to eat and sing.

Really worth it.

Mood: MOODY

What is the definition of Best Friends?

When you sad,  there alway someone there to lend you a crying shoulder?

When you need someone to talk to she alway there to lend a listen ear?

Think that what most of the people think of best friends rite.

I use to have a best friends but dun knw  since when we're no longer each other best friends. 

She give a kind of feeling, when she need your help she will then call you up. BUT when she happily with her other best friends she will never think of me. But well everyone is like tat is it not?

Recently, she had a fight with her new best friends.  And this new best friend of her kind of sharing a secert with someone else instance of her, and she was so mad that she call me out to ask me out.   However I listen to her part of story, and I realise what the best friend did to her , she actually did to me before.  And I actually tell her off that she is jealous that she had a secert and the person she share it with is not her. But she deny it.

No matter what, I really feel that it's  really tough to be living in this world, you have to deal with a lot of things. And commuication with people is a very big things.  A wrong move and it would be all wrong.

I think I really am a failure in commuicated with people.  Dun dun what when wrong, but whenever there is a free ticket or watever  and I knw my fren would surly be happy to have it . I would give it to her. But if it her, she would never think of me .  

I can't blame others, but only myself to blame.  Too good to others and others will not treat you the same.

Whatever it is, I feel that it just too difficult to communication with people.

I feel so stress up living in this world.