why me?

I sometimes feel like i cant do anything right when it comes to my mom . I try my best to get along with her and i do love her but there is always this thought in the back of my head saying she doesnt love you. I dont know why this is because i love her a lot and she does a lot for me. But like all moms she is irritating at times and nags me to much.

      Things between me and my dad arent very good at all. He left a a few years ago 2 be with the woman he was having an affair with and because of the effect that it had on my mom and my brother and sister i have never really forgave him for it. Since he has been with the woman who he had an affair with he has changed so much that i dont know anything about him anymore. He is constantly leting me and my brother and sister down and its a horrid thing to say but i know that i cant depend on him for anything. Even though he is my dad he doesnt have any idea what i am like. He doesnt know me at all.