random ramblings and the voices in my head

Sep 9, 2008 at 17:51 o\clock

Autumnal shivers

by: ButterflyKeeper

Mood: bleak

Today is freezing. And so rainy that just popping my head out the window for a minute leaves me soaking.

I hate september. Can someone wake me up when it ends?

I'm miserable today. I'm panicky about money - I just do not earn enough to cover my outgoings. It's noy like I'm frivolous, it's  just that I dont earn enough. £4K more I'd be fine. 

 

Also Josh moves into Bristol on Saturday. He still hasn't contacted uni to find ou if he can re-take the year, so he is moving up there blind. He's back after the weekend to spend a week with me, which I have got off work! YEY (I love my job, but a week lazing about at home will be lush). At the moment that is all I can bear to think about. After that he's there properly, and thinking that is enough to make my heart cave in. I just want him to be here. I want to live with him. Soooo much.

 

I wish Bristol would just fall into the sea. I wish sitting on the floor banging my fists in anger was enough to get what I want.

 

I wish i could win the lottery.

 

I wish HSBC would be reasonable and not charge me £70 for going over my overdraft. 

 

Comments for this entry:

  1. quoteListensToLongview wrote at Sep 16, 2008 at 03:10 o\clock:Money may make the world go round...but its just making us miserable...I have to choose between buying fuel for my car or buying a textbook for my class...yet without one I can't get to the other. I'm coming close to robbing a bank....ha.
  2. quoteButterflyKeeper wrote at Sep 29, 2008 at 17:39 o\clock:tee hee, I know that feeling... Although it seems at the moment like banks aren't doing too well either!

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