All I want is him
It's totally unhealthy and strnage, especially for me - one of th emost social creatures I know. But seriously he is actually all I want. I wouldn't care if I spent the rest of my life with just him. I dont even miss my friends when I'm with him. It feels like he's my whole world. I wish he felt the same about me. I'm so scared of loosing him, and so scared of staying with him. I'm stuck in a spikey corner. An nearly homeless to top things off.
FFS I just wish he hadn't done this - it's so frustrating. He's ruined something wonderful.
I don't want him to go back to uni. All I can think about is him and Sarah, Him and Terrible Tuli, Him and Jess, Him and Sophie Adie, him and Kirsty. I wouldn't be suprised if stuff had happened with him and ALL these girls. This no way to have a relationship. I wish i had no concience like him and could do allthe things he's done without worrying. then he might come close to understanding how I feel. How my heart has been ripped from my chest. Again.
