random ramblings and the voices in my head

Don't know if it's because of the nutmeg, or because i'm tired, or because of work, or because I'm not seeing josh for two weeks and he rushed home early yesterday for some reason which made me a bit sad. Whatever it is I just want today to be over. Being here is killing me in the worst possible way.

Mood: feeling funny

I had the slightly foolish idea of eating nutmeg on Saturday night. It's meant to be a hullucinagen, but i didnt believe that it was, so I ate some, quite a lot actually. That was Saturday, it's now Monday and I still feel rubbish.

So yeah, just dont eat it. That's my advice.