day 1 of 14
Mood: Devastated
Well, the talk last night wasn't good. We broke up, after 7 years.
I'm too drained to explain things properly. It was his decision not mine, I'll admit that things have not been great for a while. But I am still utterly in love with him, and I can't see that changing any time soon. I think that any problems that we have had can be ironed out. Everything else pails into insignificance when I think about loosing him. I really think we have just been neglecting each other a bit recently, i really do think that what we have is too good to just throw away and that our problems are fixable.
Anyway, we ended our numerous teary conversations last night by deciding that we'd give it two weeks and see how we feel. No contact for 2 weeks. I don't know if I can do it, but I'll try.
