Weblog of Mary, a place for me to vent or just say what I dont say to anyone normally

Jun 9, 2005 at 07:56 o\clock

a better day

by: tastym

Mood: fair to middlen
Listening to: television

Well today has been a better day then yesterday...didn't have time to feel sorry for me, spent the am cleanning and then went to  Tammy's and babysat while she went to the Dentist...they don't have insurance because Norm had been in Iraq for the last yr in the reserves, and he just got his job, and has to go till July to have his ins. So they of coarse wouldn't see her as she would have to pay cash and they didn't have it. The Dentist wouldn't even see her today anyway...she has a bad tooth and has been up all nite with it, but they want to xray and clean her teeth before they work on her tooth,so that means another appt. crud all they want is money...what ever happened to emergency dentisty? oh well lets see what tomorrow brings....thanks to those that wrote their encourgment, Norm is in the reserves and came home in Feb. since then the army has ignored all, gave up a yr of his life and wasent home when the youngest son was born, and the army hasent given him couselling, or insurance or anything...oh yes he did come home with a PURPLE HEART, he came very close to being blowen up in the convoy, truck he was driving..good nite diary, see ya later 

Jun 8, 2005 at 02:50 o\clock

WHY AM I STILL HERE

by: tastym

Mood: blue
Listening to: nothing

I'm new to this, but I'm hopping that its going to be the place for me to say what I can"t say to anyone. I'm a 59 yr old woman and have had a very full life, mom and dad are both gone now and so is my only brother. So why am I still here?...I just wonder..I'm really not trying to second guess God...but Dave is gone and my kids are all growen and have there own lives...I have a husband who I love but then hes my 5th husband..we have been married for 4 yrs just about...good man but he would be fine by himself..no not thinking of doing myself in just wondering why Im here with everyone else gone. I guess this is my day to feel sorry for me