**All About Me **

Listening to: nothing yet but i'm going to put somthing on

It Is November 5th, I Quit Smoking On October 1st. So It Has Been 36 Days. I Am Pretty Proud Of My Self. I Wasn't Sure If I Was Going To Be Able To Do It. But I Have Had A Lot Of Supprt From My Boyfriend Adam. He Is Great, He Has Taught Me So Much.

My Papa Which Is MY Mothers Father Has Been Diagnosed With Cancer But We Are Not Sure How Bad It Is. He Has Been In The Hospital For 4 Weeks Now. They Let Him Leave Today For A Couple Hours, So He Came To Visit My Step Dad, Cause He Is In A Wheel Chair And Can't Go Visit Him. He Told My Dad That He Will Meet Him In Heaven. I Think That He My Papa Thinks He Isn't Going To Make It. I Feel So Bad For My Mom And Everyone Else Of Coarse But First Her Father In Law (my grampie) Died April 8th, Then My Nan (also her grandmother) Was 101 Years Old And She Died On May 3rd, Then Her Best Friend Shirly Has Caner Through Her Whole Body And Is Going To Die, Then Her Husband (my stepdad) Has Been Diagnosed With ALS.(the entry before this one explains what ALS is) And He Is GoingTo Die, Now Her Father (my Papa) Is Going To Die That Is 5 People In The Year 2005 That Are Dieing Soon. It Is To Hard To Deal With.                                          I'm Going To Miss Them All So Much!

Sylvie I Called You Tonight Just To See If Your Phone Was Working I Can't Wait Until I Get To See Your Apt.