Sweeter than Candy

This is for all the girls that were some point in there life called "nothing". Its by a girl who goes by the name Tearsofpearl.

Maybe I wear baggies
and white socks with flip-flops,
maybe I don't like listening to rave
and I'm not on the social mountaintops,
maybe I don't care about the things
that make your worlds twirl,
maybe you look at me and think:
Gee, what a nothing girl.

Maybe I like giving smiles
which seems to be a sin today,
and maybe I allow my imagination
to sometimes run away,
maybe you don't understand this
and that's why you cannot see,
if this make me a nothing girl,
hey, that's ok with me!

The world makes you believe
your personality mustn't be detected,
your face must be picture perfect
and wear clothes just the best, to be accepted.
Maybe I look at you
and feel sorry that you're blind,
robots you have became,
yourself you'll never find.

God made you, as well as me,
this means I am something,
the world is a liar
and if I must be a nothing
for you to see it,
then so be it!

By Starburst

You work so hard to deal with this thing,
The fact that you have it and the problems it brings.
So when you finally get control of this flaw,
Everyone around you seems to watch you in awe.
You never learn why it’s happened to you,
And you must work that much harder to make dreams come true.
But what’s happened has happened, and it’s now part of life
So why give up in yourself, why live with such strife.
The best you can do is fight back twice as hard,
Just be careful, make right choices and play the right cards.
As they say what doesn’t kill you can only make you stronger,
It’s been here for awhile, it’ll be here for a while longer.
So why can’t people see past this technicality,
Having problems with my breathing is now my specialty.
I should have a master’s degree in what to do,
So please don’t treat me any different, I’m just the same as you.
When people have pity it just makes me feel sad,
Do you think it makes me feel better, well it makes me so mad.
I can’t stand the fact that people look at me and stare,
What you don’t think I can see you, oh I know you’re there.
I know what I can, and cannot do,
So why try to stop me, it’s not up to you.
If I want to work my ass off until death,
Let it be that way, let me use my last breath.
I’d rather go through life living, even if it is in pain,
Rather then sitting all day, slowly going insane.
So now that you know just how it has to be,
Are you going to treat me right, or like a baby.
I don’t care what you think is the best thing to do,
If you can’t support me and my choices, then the heck with you.

I am worried about one of my friends. Shes starting to see things. I cant do anything about that I just have to believe what she says. I am not sure that I want to believe the fact that one of my friends is seeing people with blood on their faces. It seems horrifing.I hope shes better by the time I get back to school on monday because it shes not then..... I hate the fact that I cant do nething. She just got out of the hospital last week for cutting herself. Everybody was so worried. We asked the teachers about her every single day. I miss the way people used to be in 5th grade. Everybody was so happy. No one had to worry about what they wore, how they look, and what they have to do in order to be accepted. I act like myself but thats me. Some people change completly. Like this girl ( not going to mention her name in case shes reading so I'll call her Changes for now. Changes was nice and cared about how she treated people in 5th grade. She went to my Junior high school and she was the same... always quiet minding her own bizness. But in 7th grade she started talking more wearing tighter clothes and buying namebrand clothes. Now, in eight grade she smokes and does drugs. Shes out of school like 3 days a week. I was like what a shame. It happened so quick that nobody could stop it.