stockholmsyndrome

Nov 6, 2005 at 18:11 o\clock

Grr.

Grr...
My dad keeps moaning at me to do stupid stuff that I don't wanna do today.. and I say no but he still bugs me until I have to go upstairs to rid of him.. its fucking stressing me out..
I miss sophie.. shes online but I don't know what to say to her.. I feel nervous.

I have nothing to do but skate all day
and I can't land anything cos im thinking too hard =[

Nov 6, 2005 at 16:17 o\clock

Im the son of rage and love.

Rawr

I love my saturdays.. but this saturday sucked
I hung out with Chris as useual.. waiting to get drunk
and we finally got the booze and got threatened to move from our drinkin spot
by the po-po so we had to move of course

and then we moved to st.nicks and met a few other friends I got a ciggie off joel :D
and drank our fosters as usueal
well around thsi time I started getting drunk.. so I Gave 2 cans to squiggles
and me chris and josh found a new drinkin place.. and fucking kendal found us
and started having a go at me for not talking to her when I have a girlfriend but only talking to her when Im single..
but tbh I don't speak to her when I have either cos she always crys like a tit
and is always drunk.. well im always drunk but.. thats me im allowed and I don't cry

so I ran away from my troubles as useuall had a panic attack and then stumbled back to drinkin spot.. I must of blanked out or something cos half an hour had past.. and josh and chris had gone missing so I stumbled and looked around for them but I could only find mia and I guess she reminded me off sophie or something because I had to run away and I had a another one.. and mia followed me and I didn't want her to go away but she made things worse so she left.. and then from then on I Realised im a twat.. and I missed sophie lots like bad... I felt like I didn't even wanna be friends with other girls ever again because I don't wanna fuck things up with sophie

I found Chris and Josh.. and we ran around the pier and we ended up pissing on some guys boat and chris went home and me and josh watched the fireworks and then went to burger king.. josh went home and I waited for the bus but it was too packed and wortho found me and then everyone went home