diary of a lost soul

Mood: excited as i get off school the end of this week

it seems i have a few aploogies to make t turns out everyone knows my blog address and i forgot one critical thing but actually i dont care if people hate me for my opinions well they can go get bent. so if you want me to make a retraction on anything i say....dont bother asking i say what i want when i want and fcuk you if you think i sam gonna retract anything i say. on that note i need to get somthing off my chest. im starting to miss lizzie more than i thought i oowuld and i know she likes me but i have hurt her way too much. stupid drunken night is all i gotta say ot that. well i have a lot of coursework to do and so my updates are becoming not so recent and once this week is over i may not be able to get on for 4 weeks so i hope you miss me! well im sure i will have a lot to rant about when i get back though so dont worry! well not much to worry about right now in my life people are coming around and thingsa re going well ish i hope we'll see how things pan out when next meet up its a shame i cant go to hayley's party because i have work but to be honest ever since rancesca dumped me hayley seems to be desperate to drit away from me and its probably only francesca that is keeping me and hayley together despite the fact i still consider hayley a good friend. well im gonna get on with coursework now...no really i am! so update tomorow probably or later on today in worknight