Mood: anger boils deep btu im ignoring it
Listening to: hum of computers in SSR
turns out i am going to buy my iPod today! woot! im gonna have maths for physics now straight after physics grr! well its an overload on science day is our wanderful friday! well i guess times are on the up once again! francesca and hayley have said yes to seeing me soon and so they must have finally forgiven me! were gonna set up Tman with emily battcock which will be interesting! emily is really sweet and were still mates after all that has happened so thats good! well seeing katie dunn will hopefully be an experience! maybe i should arrange to meet up sooner than planned i dunno. well anyway we still cant find a venu for our party and its getting on our nerves! we might just end up going out somwhere stupid like that! well cant wait for summer to come coz im getting out of this poohole and going to wales for a week of two im gonna tour snowdonia and camp out which will be cool since i can get a tranger from school so that is gonna be fun! still leaves me plenty of time to bike down to the beach and meet up with all the talbot ladies and any of the sunday gang if tghey can be bothered! cant wait to swim int he sea again! its gonna be so good! well hopefully sam will bike down with me, but since he has a car i dont think he will bother, its better to bike down though, healthier, cheaper and boy does it give yo a feeling of satisfaction! i guess maybe my little diversion out of the norm has been for the worst and getting back to the norm is priority but i have enjoyed my little diversity and i hope i wont lose contact with all the new people i met but times are changing and despite people opening up to me are still being complete twats and bitches so hmmm i am getting the most mixed signals ever! even worse than loren! well i guess its to be expected really! maybe one day i can leave england and have a few years off. gap year maybe extended a bit. well if i get 2 a-levels of e or above i can take a gap year up to the age of 23! depends how much i wanna do really! or how long i want away i mean only 1 or 2 years at the most really but there iis the opportunity to have mroe time to myself than almost everyone else here! and then if i goes wrong my backup would be an OU degree and maybe work as a teacher or somthing that AV would be proud of! anyway i have a total antipathy towards dan right now but thats all im saying grr after all i did for that boy. well anyway im gonna go to lessons now well not a 1/2 day but i still have time to go into bloannyh for a bit which will be cool!
