Mood: tired...counting the minutes to midnight
Listening to: vindicated-dashboard confessionals
well i had a mock exam just now and it was easy! finished just in time with 5 pages written in 45 mins! i am so impressed with myself! and sophie is being really understanding thinking i am still feeling bad but hey she's a really great friend! its gonna be a good few weeks before the exams start and i am determined to make the most of it. sam told me today he is leaving bryanston at the end of as levels and he's going to college. good luck to him i say! i really cant wait till i have my gap yeaar! its my next massive milestone, there are smaller ones before my gappy but thats the big one! i want to go to africa and help to build hospitals and schools out there for 4 moths and then go travelling all of africa and visit all the large cities for 2 months! its basically what my sisters ex bf is doing now! he's finished the bit building the school for children and he is now going on....but he's oding it in peru so he and john, whow ent out just to explore peru are out enjoying themselves! your not living unless your off doing somthing all this hanging round is just pointless i think that the way i'm living life now is great but it can get so much better once i go off traveling. well the plans have really changed over the past day! before it was just survive a-levels and try to piece my life together! now i'm on top of the world and i'm planning to go travelling! well im still off this summer for a while so i hoope all my mates will miss me, i havnt brokent he news to francesca yet but i hope she will understand i have to go off on a spiritual journey. well i think that school life is getting better and i'm enjoying it again so all is good! well i think that people can get on with their lives but no matter what people will always remember what has happened and maybe one day people willturn around and say that what i did was honourbale, when i held my tongue i held it out of honour and not spite. that is how i have been treating chloe, i have been holding my tongue out of some sort of way to let her feel really cool and self assured about herself. i just hope she grows up and grows out of being this annoying cow! sometimes the light at the end of my tunnel...is actually a freight traincoming my way! well chloe certainly is my freight train!!! looking forward to wednesday as athletics start. well im gonna go dorm raid someonee i'm bored will blog tomorow which is in a few misn but heY!!
