Mood: tired but on a high even though f and h are bothering my mind
Listening to: bed of razors - children of bodom
well saturday was kinda cool, got new tyres for my beauty (bike) and christened them on the track (lettin them in easy) well sunday was pure beauty day went to bournemouth and chilled first it was only me, dan, mel and luke which sucked but then everyone came down a few hours late and fun began!!!! got through plenty of the high percentage liqours! and went round bmth filming stuff...got kicked out of beales for filming in there as apparantly u need a license to do that! well then everyone was just randomly having arguaments in pubic and the getting caught up in pretend moments of passion to piss off people and we filmed hteir reactions which was weird when old ladies came up and congratulated us!!! in a stroke of luck cornflake was inn bmth too which was cool! well many jd bottles later ended up going off to watch come of steph steadmans mates run over a man dressed up as a bear in one of those bear suites with their car and they were filming it in bournemouth i invited hayley and francesca but surprise surprise they didnt come darn b!tches geez hayley actually had the nerve to say i only ever was friends with her so i could meet up with francesca so in her opinion i have gone..in the time i have known her as being totally obsessed with her (bnot true) to never wanting to be her friend (not true again) women are so damn fecking touchy wht can u do these days? meh well i guess they have begun the edging away from me friendship wise so im not gonna bother inviting them to anything anymore its way too much fecking effort oh well hopefully they will try to salvage it because its not like i dont value them but i have had it with not only pussyfoting it round them but always being the one to arrange meeting them, not once have they invited me to anything and always complain when i havnt seen then for ages so screw it, the ball is finally being hit into their court and imjust gonna cruise along and its up to them to save the friewndship ive had it..... only other thing i have to really say is maybe today wouldnt have been so good if h and f was there coz it owuld have been so forced to be nice on my behalf and i would have to pusyfoiot aroudn them, no matter how much i like, even love them b oth in a friendship sotta way i am always pussyfooting around them they say they like the old me, but after they saw me not bothering to pussyfoot around them they dont like me so i guess its for the best! anyway im gonna go slee[p now since i am knackered after today!
