diary of a lost soul

Mood: tired
Listening to: ego brain - system of a down

well i got arm cramp from typing loads and owe when i tense too muchi t hurts! meh ah well turns out me n abi r doing ok now after a bit of a scare which is cool! hopefully i will actually see her soon! i been listening to this song all day here is some lyrics from it
I never went to college
I don’t have a degree
Let’s say I went to night school
I learned all I know on the streets
I wasn’t born a rich man
I ain’t got no pedigree
The sweat on this old collar
That’s my ph.d.

It comes down to this
I wouldn’t exist
Without you it ain’t worth the grind
I’d fight for one kiss
On a night like this
You make me feel I could fly, like

Chorus:
I could save the world
Since the night your love saved me
Maybe I can’t save the world
But as long as you believe
Maybe I could save the world

I got to confess
Sometimes I’m a mess
And sometimes I step out of line
Like this old tattoo
I ain’t shiny or new
With you by my side nothing matters

Chorus:
I can save the world
Since the night your love saved me
Maybe I can’t save the world
But as long as you believe
Maybe I can save the world

Guitar solo

They can say it’s blind love
But it’s a fool who don’t believe
That I’d fly all the way to the moon
Just to walk you down your street

Chorus:
I can save the world
Since the night your love saved me
Maybe I can’t save the world
But as long as you believe
Our love is even stronger
Than God hoped it could be
Baby, all it takes is
Just a little faith in me
To feel like
I can save the world
I can save the world


i know blogigo wont separate it into lines so here goes the copy and pat of that line code well now thats done back to my brain! its burning full of thoughts, now we managed to finally get louise to germany at last. i guess its good but its just another examly of how alyse (yes you alyse!) may not like your parents but your not in germany hiding from them! well anyway cant wait to see alyse and that lot again in two weeks time its not fair they get study leave...grrrr hope i fall ill or somthing so i can get leave too! ah well lessons end soon so i can just chill round house everyone seems so stressed bout as levels i guess its just my total bone idleness that keeps me calm! lol well it was good to see mel again last weekend and good to see she's happy with her new bf after the list she's gone through! i feel so bad for alyse though ok i havnt known her all that long but she deserves a good bday at least! from what i hear her last one was awful, this one was better but still not good so so hmm good luck for next year i guess! well cant wait till summer now....8 weeks of pure relaxing and biking ot bournemouth or the beath everyday chilling free reign...i can earn so much mooney tis ridiculus but i prob wont since i willw anna socialise loads! lol meh social life at school is crappy but meh i get by with a few mates im happy i'll just keep my head down and get on with it! i just hope for the love of god that cornflake keeps to her current state of relative calm! maybe its exams and she'll perk up once they are over but the new quieter cornflake is so much more fun! she still really loud and outgoing but its bearable without all the screaming now! lol well talking bout loud people i cant wait to get to mr smiths again last time was totally wild and i cant wait!!! cant wial till holidays though mr smiths at least twice a week! all my pay is gonna be burned like toilet paper!!!! lol hopefully another beach party soon though as brooksie is planning his but i wanna plan a beach party...just one rule though...plenty of lynx cans for sh!ts and giggles! on a more serious note its really annoying how bob and erin are always busy now i havnt seen bob for like a month and grr ah well will ring him sometime tell him he better come or else! lol meh ahvnt really got an or else...except take away his name bob! well im off now might pretend and do some work! lol well im going home very soon 11/2 anhour early yay! lol