diary of a lost soul

i hav noticed that going through my diary i have made a few mistakes that er well are causing he hassle so i need to correct them.... i took chloe out to dinner not emily i love chloe she means the world to me and also ok me and alice ok she's sweet and stuff but were MATES i am only interested in chloe... ok now i go tthat off my chest yesterday i felt so empty and when this guy iwas annoying me i lost it and smacked his face in really badly, thing is i dont feel bad about it coz he is a posh arrogant err wot word wont get banned?? well all the words i can think of are swear words anyway y do i feel empty because all i have ever wanted is in chloe? she's like perfection and before i have spent my life looking for her but now i have her i spend my whole time thinking of her and im nver with her and it just feels so empty not seeing her knowing that just kills me i guess. i live for the weekends the rest of the week i am a skeleton waiting to see her again and i wont be seeing her this weekend soo i have to wait another week. i really miss her and i guess i dunno i ust need her.