Mood: was tired....now on the verge of bothering to smile in my lazyness
last night was en emotionally thrilling night for me, i chatted with francesca bout when we first et, and she opened up to me about things she never told me but we used to talk about casually. back then i wanted to be an assassin, i guess its kinda oging to become true but i really wanted to be a hitman and claudia just laughed and said it was a stupipd job so i eventually walked off and left them! but francesca admitted to me last night she found it a total turn on.....whats up with that!!? lol we had a good heart to heart and it sure made me smile! my first exam was on monday, i should hae mentioned it and if i did well youc an hear about it again! it went really well so fingers crossed for the rest of them. i talked to my tutor last night with loads of anti establishment messages lke "fcuk the system" and "live now, pay later" all over my arms and he got so p!ssed off it was fun! well he didnt compliment me on my very good top marks in classical civilisation but took great polite in looking at my 3 Fs in chemistry...meh he's sad and petty whats new!?! im going to see abi this weekend and i cant wait. then george is coming to see us next tuesday which is cool! hopefully will have a good next few weeks. everyone goes on study leave friday but we stay at school which is good for exams butbad for the morale so will probably get annoyed for a bit but by the end i will just get on with it as i usually do! cant wait to see abi though will be good to see her! well i guess i should confess that ive been very crabby recently and i had an arguament with alyse over the weekend after we met up, i honestly dont know what got into me and ic ant even blame it on periods!!! lol well she means the world to me and she's a really sweet lady so i hope this wont get in the way of our friendship too much! well i am going to go and do masses of cough cough revision now!
