diary of a lost soul

Feb 2, 2005 at 10:47 o\clock

im in cowley

by: stebbo

Mood: im screwed
Listening to: Metallica-nothing else matters

cowley is the english subject room, shame i dont do english! lol well i am sitting here listening to music andif im busted im in HMD! well chloe has found out what present i bought her so it really doesnt matter anymore. i bought her a vibrator....as a joke! didnt mean for it to be taken seriously! and niw she is so pissed of with me! oh well maybe she will understand it was a joke but thinking aout it in depth,i dont think she may! it was not like a gesture to hop into bed or anything...just a jokey present for valentines day, obviously i cant take it back coz i lost the receit so i dunno i either give it to her or buy somthing else.....what am i gonna do? if i buy her somthing else i will be in debt and thats never good but if i give it to her i risk losing her.... but it is only a risk of losing her, and it is guaranteed debt. I hsouldnt have done it! i mean i heard fromeveryone that she had bought me a packet of seeds...pansies....nice of her ey!!? lol i owuldnt have minded if it wasnt pansies butimlying to everyone telling them i donty mind but i do find it offensive but i know she is lacking in money so im gonna accept them, grow them and hope they turn out as beautiful as she is. Well its a fat chance of her even liking her present so i have decided spur of the moment, im gonna get her some jewelerry or somthing coz she will actually kill me, i mean she hasnt talked to me sinc she found out, she still doesnt know i know and i have no intention of telling her. maybe it wowuld have been allright if she got it without knowing what it was beforhand as then, at least, she would accept and THEN find a reason to dump me but now she's gonna be in a stress with me for valentines day..... what am i gonna do!! i am so screwed

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