i really feel like
wel to finish the half sentence in the title i really feel like just giving up, breaking down and crying alyse may not even like me anymor and its all just gone to pieces, well sod it its down the drain now why dont i just drink myself into a total stupr, i will have the money since once again anoter friendship group is begginging, and ok its not a lot now, but its starting to have anopther friendship group demand i give up smoking....its awful im gonna go offlione talk to hayleynow i need a friendly ear to talk to! well im off i will blog when i have more words, when my sould is full of words or rage or depression right now its just empty
