hmmm
well i am starting my ultijmate punishment and it sucks! i cant wait till this weekends as its half term and i can see hcloe so much! she's ill right now so i didnt even get my kiss! oh well holding her made me feel alive again it certainly put a smile on my face despite all i have been going through. if i make one wrong move i am suspended....in honesty? i dont give a toss! a week off school will mean moretime to earn money in my job! so i am not listening to anything the teachers say and do and i am just living my school life the way i did before! if i get suspended so what!!? well damn i got a lesson now but will update you guys again in aboiut 1/2 an hour!

ta-ta ... keep up the good work in your blog :p