Mood: so empty inside.....
Listening to: Don Mclean-american pie
well i bought chloe a valentines present, its so lucky i got my paycheck in otherwise i wouldnt be bale to afford it, im not gonna tell you what it is though till after valentines incase someone finds out and tells her!! all im saying is i hope she loves is coz i doubt the shop i bought it from will take it back!! Mel and nick are ok now too! i think! well its another week at school and another week of living to see chloe again. i know i couldnt see chloe this weekend and i know i shouldnt expect to see her every weekend but it just felt so empty without her! i just need her little sarcastic comments and her cute smile, i guess once you find somthing so perfect ther est of your life just seems worse than before because you dont have her all the time. sam was fronting today when i asked about his weeekend, as i exxpected it was just hi and tom but he said it was amazing, as always we all know he is lying its just that he cant organise somthing and he is still in his girly strop with me, i dont wuite know why but oh well! If i dont see her next weekend i will know somthing is up, but of course if there is a good reason then of course theres not but im just worried after mel told me that she is not sure whether she likes me or not i have just realised what left with if i dont have her! i really miss her and i need to just hold her close! well the plan is survive this week at school and see chloe! that all im thinking of right now! i hope that we do actually see each other again!! well im gonna go now coz i am overdue with work!!
