Mood: my friends hate me ilove chloe
Listening to: hugh macpherson is listening to queen so loud through his earphones i guess queen
i cant remembe and i shouldnt be writing ths cozim drunk but i gotta tell someone i have been told by emily ellis that maybe i hsould think about counselling because i hate some of the people at bryanston especxially among the many total ahtred is hugh macpherson, he is sitting nextg to me he thinks the sun shines out of his a$$ well i wish he would die! on a more happier note im seeing chloe on sunday and i cant wait!! hope it wont be too awkward after what sam has put her through love you chloe!! lol francesca andd hayley and dan have now read my webblog and so i want to repeat a sstatement i read earlier, there are no retractions of what is saidd on this webblog because it is a statement of how i felt at that time (no complaints yet but im sure there may be a few soon! lol oh well peeps can hate me and thats fine but now i just know if i left it at that francesca would get all huffycoz she owuld go on and on aboutg not hating me when she never seems to give a hoot when i try to meet up or woteva but as soon as i say sorry i cant meet up for ages she goers all "OMG i mut see you plz plz plz plz plz" when it inconveniences me but if it inconveniences her its just oh well lets meet up next week or sometime soon. she confuses me but she is such a good friend i forgive her a thousand times over! oh well my weaknesses ey??! gimme a fit lady like her and i just lose all sticking power, but now officially francesca has the 2nd nicest bum in the world (woo chloe's no1 chloe's no1!) so ha francesca! lol
cant wait to go bowling i am skieving out of house xc running to do it but no one will appreciate that, i love running why am i abandoning running to see friends that would still meet up without me and theonly ones that would bare a thought for more than a fleeting moment about me not beeing there would be bob, chloe and mel hmm the people i consider friends live without me, the slightly more distant friends care more about me, well i am slowly moving intol that friendship group i hope! anything to be with chloe! im with chloe im happy....i guess i shhould change mypoll to do i need professional help! yeh actually im gonna do that so peeps have now gotta vote in ma new pole opening....as sion as i am sober enought o change it!! well ill start that now then!!!!!!!!
