Mood: i feel so fit but knackered and sweaty
Listening to: bon jovi- 2 story town
wow do i feel fit! i am dripping with sweat! my legs are deep red and throbbing like mad! you can see through my shirt i'm so sweaty and i feel great! i have burned off all those calories built up over the holidya in one day! now time to improve my long ddistance and middle distance im also doing shotputt again... well we just piss about and play french bouls so thats not too bad! well i have a confession, i have been harshe on people recently, imay have said a few things i dont mean to say and i have let a few people down. my head is swimming with thoughts and i guess at some stage i need to apologise to chloe, i played the victim when she cheated on me and when we went back out, well i knew we wouldnt last and so i went off with lauren, in a way it kindda gets back at chloe for what she did to me, so should i apologise? 2 rights dont make a wrong surely i know that but why should i when she has no intention of ever changingg her slutty personality? well i guess, me of all people should understand that personalities change so im gonna keep an eye out for any personality change but i am not only going to not hold my breath im nto gonna bother that hard coz i have better things to do than hope people's attitudes improve when they dont even like me! well as soon as i finish blogging i am gonna have a nice longw arm bath and relax my muscles their turning to jelly as i talk i'm gonna get cramp soon! well im gonna go visit francesca at her young enterprise stall this weekend as well as seeing abi and work, im looking forward to seeing abi, it will be the first time we meet up with a mutual interest in each orther with noone in the way of it! i really should meet up with emily ellis sometime too! but she's busy a lot now with work, school and this bf of hers! well i am just happy knowing that she is happy. someone opened up to me today and i dont want to go into details like i usually do because people read my blog who this apsoloutly cant get out to! i usually, as you know will even slag people off who read my blog if that is my mind but i gotta unload my mind somehow and just say that one of my friends is gonna be under a lot of pressure and they know who they are and i wish you all the best of luck dealing with their problems, and hey! if worse comes to worse they can come to africa or peru with me!! gonna see lizzie for the first time since i promised her i wouldnt ask out chloe and then asked out chloe that same night!!! so it will be really good to see her again! i really need this bath before seriosu cramps kick in so will finish later!
