diary of a lost soul

Mood: dead on the inside, a skeleton on the outside....

well at least im not so depressed i dont wanna blog! well i found out chloe cheated on me and went all the way with anufa guy at the party, that sy she dumped me, she didnt come and talk to me about it she just dumped me without telling me, most dishonourable. she knows iknow but she wont talk to me or anything when we meet up she avoids my gaze completely ignores me! all i want is a sincere apology and i could forgive her! ok what she did crippled me mentally but ^kinda got used to these kinida crushing blows so well.... we did have somthing special but she turned out to be a total slag.... oh well
the thing is when bob set me up with her i laughed at his face....then i thought why not and once we were going out i thought about chloe's mate Alyse i put t his out of my head because of the gentlemans laws i follow by! unfortunatley people dont seem to share my moralistic views on life!!!
well now i am starting to realise what a prat i was and well i wll be friends witrh chloe and forget this ewver happened so long as i get my apolgy.... well he's been slagging me off majourly behind my back but that doesnt bother me, people slagging me eoff has never bothered me since year 6 when i just got used to it i guess....people stealing my gf is inda standard now....brooksie asked her out the day after she dumped me....if he asked my perm,ission i owuld have said go for it but be carewful mate i now have n o emotional attachment for that b!tch. well i have chemistry now but will blog through chemistry i think...hmm ah well ill fail mny a-levels not staying in sh!t hole england my whole life n e way!