alyse....alyse....alyse
Mood: excited to see alyse
Listening to: dead silence of the detention hall.... (again!)
hmm well chloe is just well....chloe
i felt sorry about how things turned oout between me and chloe so i, out of honour offered chloe a friendship....i got a maybewhich i think is a her throwing it in my face thing!!
ahh well! i amin detention when i should be going to francesca's birthday party but i always get the impression imnot welcome, a few people likef rancesca really want to see me but generally its i case of if he comeshe comes but i would prefer it if he didnt kinda thing....never really bothers me though. its a shame i dont really see much of francesca anymore but we do see each other now and then and i have my memories! the mian one being the summer when we went out and we met up for the first time as bf/gf and e didnt do ne fink sexual at all! it was like we were the best mates in the world and that is how i will always remember her!
i am seeing layse this weekend and i think it might be slightly weird with chloe being ter and everything! well ill try to be nice 2 her but she will prob just ignore me so i guess ill give up on talking to her once again! its a shame she really despised me coz im willing to be mates, even just for the sake of peace but would like 2 be mates with her but guess i cnat have everything! now im over chloe i realised how much of, well not a mistake but it did turn out the way i planned just in an unexpected way, i was determined to convince people i have left my past in the past and with her cheating on me like she did i do look like that! just now need 2 reinforce it by proving it to even the sceptics! well im signing off for the nhight and i am gonna do some work!
