Mood: pissed off
Listening to: nothing im in physics
grrrrr its so gay, mum is willing to drive some of my mates down to bournemouth for a night out and we need sam's car to be able to get everyone there and back, but he wants to go clubbing with luke afterwards, so we have a way there and not a way back! its my bloody birthday mini celebration and sam is gonna bloody piss it up because he wants to do what he wants to do! ive got this celebration for one group of friends and then there is a party i am planning for the weekend after for alyse, bob, erin and that lot which i am still arranging. problem is it is dicking me off so much grr! can anyone just let me do what i wish to do on my birthday and i wish that i could maybe just have a chance to do what i want to do...i kiow i am being a bit of a drama queen but sam is being so stubborn as to not let me enjoy my birthday actually close to the day, im gonna have to wait to my party when it doesnt matter what samw ants coz he wont be invited. maybe sometime i think that sam will realise that he CANT have what he wants all the time and until then i will have to just use the chance of a lifetime opportunity of my holiday this summer to get away. im going to wales for 2 weeks and i am gonna go on my own and enjoy myuself on my own and the problem is money...im screwed i need cash and i have none, parents may give me a loan but their about to send hannah through college and in the summer imm mgonna start learning to drive and its unfair on them asking them for even more money so i can go off and do whatever i want to do! well i guess i better get on with some revision so i will blog again later this afternoon
