diary of a lost soul

Dec 17, 2006 at 14:47 o\clock

second pc in 2 days!

by: stebbo

wow so the pc was working yesterday and now its broken overnight?? lucky i have 2, but ive lost all my data imanaged to save on the old comp it just pissesme off, that computer is cursed its sucked so much money out of me, i hate it, its cursed to pieces and grrrr im not the kinda personwho cries so why am i almost in tears over an inanimate computer?? god its a bitch. this one is working but grrr its got to have everything reinstalled on it, msn, firefox and flashplayer (which is taking fucking ages
 again!!) well im seeing ali when she finishes work today for a good fun time which will hopefully cheer me uP!!

Dec 16, 2006 at 14:59 o\clock


by: stebbo

wow my first ever blog on a pc! it feels very weird at best, mac geek at heart sitting here wirelessly connecting to the internet in his room on a mac, i better close the blinds to my room and work in dark so nooneknows it is me! well lottie phoned me up telling me how much she wants to go out with me but also how much she wants to go out with her bf,richard, anyway yeh we told each other we sorta liked each other but it can never happen because i am totally in love with ali and its just a passing thing so yeah i was honestly shocked at how much she likes me, but yeah imnot gonna say it wasnt a massive boost to my ego coz we all know i would be lying if i said that! anyway yeah i was chuffed andif i wasnt with ali i would be more like yeh should i go for her even though shes been taken for 5 years? but im glad imgoing out with ali coz i love ali s much and it keeps me out of anymoral dilemmas i may get myself into!!

Dec 7, 2006 at 21:13 o\clock

its always a good thing

by: stebbo

well college is over and im glad, it was a shithole where the teacher didnt teach and me and henry knew more between us than he did. well yeh lotty owes me big time i picked up this random womens cv in blandford and took it to bournemouth for her! lol she owes me big!ali is beautiful as always and i love her loads.thats my life right now on holiday from tesco till the 18th and my brain is just a bit blah nothing really to say i have had one of those brain empty days where no words ever come out and you jsut feel empty inside so blah i wanna see ali or do something blah enjoy life for now peeps

Dec 6, 2006 at 13:41 o\clock

i just hate it so much

by: stebbo

whatever i do im gonna piss someone off right? and if i make an effort not to piss people off im gonna be unhappy with myself for not being me, is there ever a win win situation in this world?/ well that my thought for the day i guess