ill as fuck
so yeah ive been ill for two week sbut yesterday i was puking and diorhea everywhere yuck! anyway i now am stuck at home unable to eat much or anything and now after going to the doctors he said on a side note my weight is borderline annorexic, everyone knows i like my food but i just dont eat often, sort of a habit since germany i guess i havnt been able to get out of! lol saying that its 11 40 now and i havnt eaten anythiing in 2 days exccept 2 slices of toast...my excuse? im ill and when i puke i hate having food come up, which is a fair point right? well fuck all doctors i know their clever and all but i love my food way too much to be annorexic. anyway apart from that if i could get out i reckon life would be good, im seeing lotty on wednesday when she finishes work and she was like its a date!! had a go at her for that and she took it back (dedicated to my gf i am!) plus she is 23 and has had the same bf since she was 16 so i know it wasnt like a date date but hmmm gonna be cool, then seeing ali saturday after work for sarah's birthday then sunday too and i geuss we will go out for a meal somewhere, i'll be paying of course! i wander if it's wrong to say this but fuck it its my blog i will write what i want! those fucking cunts at bryanston who claim i sold them alchohol (they are 15) and now because one of them drops into a coma they think shit who can we blame it on to not get anyone in trouble?? oh i know josh coz he doesnt go to school anymore, but because one of them drops into a coma the father is suing.... dunnoif he is suing me or not but surely i could lose my job if i have to tell them i have a conviction for selling alcohol to someone underage? dad is getting grief from these kids at school since he works there and yeah i wanna batter them and shit them right up, but after calming down i realsie thats not the right thing to do, but i can make their lives hell whenever i see them in blandford just by beng menacing, and being menacing isnt a crime as such so they cant get me for anything! anyway they just make my blood boil! what cunts and whoever they are protecting i will kill them! cunt fucking blame me for something i havnt done and making dads life hell! anyway enough on that theres not much else to say on that without repeating myself! being reduced to 2 goats means that, although we lost a rabbit we get to burn the htuch and have a fire! on the talk of fire we now have a new burning bin since our old one was home made and crap! well it worked but leaked ash everywhere now we have one that is basically a metal bin and yeh cant wait to try it out after we do the winter cut back in the garden! watched a tv programme last night about iran's nuclear weapon programme which actually opened my mind to why we should actually destroy iran before they go and nuke neighbouring middle east countries and then possibly western europe since we would be in range of their icbm's and nuclear holocausts always shit me up! because the evidence proove its not just for power purposes, surely this could be solved bybanning even nuclear tecnology being used for power then it would be easy to say right well thats illegal under the UN convention take it down or we smash up your country, and i mean with the president of iraq saying he wants to wipe israel off the face of the earth and them developing nuclear capabilities beyond those required for low grade uranium enrichment and hitting weapons grade in between 2 years (according to israel) and 10 years (cant rememebr what source 10 years comes from) means that surely something needs to be done, liek now, im not one to believe in the bible at all, but the bible does say the world will end in a firestorm, the sort of firestorm you get fro the air being ignited froma nuclear bomb> so basicalyl a nuclear holocaust was predicted int he bible as being judgement day and everyone will die? well not being biblical i still have to say i share the views of the bible on this, a nuclear holocaust would be very much like the rapture, which scares the shit outta me. anyway enough pondering on nuclear holocausts, the way to remember how to spell nuclear dad always told me, was that the effects of nuclear are still unclear (unclear, nuclear) just 2 letters to swap over and lets face it unclear is very much the word to use with countries like iran and north korea having nuclear weapons programmes it surely is very unclear who the next superpowers will be, if the middle east nukes america to shit the world order will change, maybe the middle east will be the new russia, or the new america.....scary thought really? muslims being the reigning religion? bad for anyone who believes in western ideals? i believe so!
