Mood: tired!
Listening to: rip out the wings of a butterfly - HIM
well school is still a b!tch i guess. i dont wanna leave but in other ways i cant wait to go. i dunno lol im still trying to enjoy it but it is gettingincreasingly harder and harder to enjoy. still psycology is going well! me and nett are doing well and me and tes are getting on very well, in fact it all seems to be going quite well! yeah i have my issues but there relatively small compared to what they used to be, hayley is still being a total retard about getting her present so if she just keeps ignoring me im just not gonna send it coz quite frankly i think that i deserve respect! well even if i dont i want it! i met a really nice girl called katie down bournemouth and she nicknamed me jack rabbit josh lol and also justin timberlake after my drunken dancing....then nett's mate sarah nicknamed me shoe....since my name broken into word syllables in josh shoe ahhhh. well thats kinda cool im been given nicknames again! lol well all is good down bournemouth. physics coursework is gonna be a bit of a slog but i can get it done! ontop of that there is the problem of getting paid and paying off all the people i owe money to as wella s christman shopping but meh will be sorted i reckon could crack open my emergenc money supply but im hoping that it wont come to that! i talked to cornflake for the first time in ages and were gonna meet up have a good catch up lol she seem's as crazy as ever! lol well i hope things go well. well other good news is that my driving has improved loads lol! well not much to say about that except to just state a fact. all does seem to be on the mend with a possibility to be amazing this christmas lol but it could still all go pear shaped but life has been good to me so far lol i am sure dan sams will have his comeuppance soon and i know i shouldnt feel glad when it ocmes...but quite frankly i will sicne he has broken so many gentlemans rules. then hid behind arrogance and just general b@stardism. but since then he has apologised and been a good bloke about it but i know he is doing it for the happyness of tes even though i know so much more about the possible situations than either of them i am not gonna sit here and spill it out coz i will look like a twat but i have told tes my honest opinion and have in fact been brutal and she respects me for that which really makes me feel safe...something i guess i have been looking for for quite some time. i really truly totally miss so many people from bournemouth i havnt seen in ages but its good that i really dont miss hayley and francesca, their names seem to fly off my fingers when i type it but im so glad that they are in a different world to me now, yeah i will always remain loyal to them but their not great people, they are too judging and hippocritical when i judge them just to show them what it feels like. well of course they dont like it but anyway back to the point, i am so glad that i dont even tthink of them ever really except when it ry to ring them and they ignore me, i mean yeah were different people but that doesnt mean we cant be mates or at least civil to each other...well they do live in the world of trendies and skirts so i guess it does. anyway im gonna get on with physcis coursework now so ttyl!!
