Mood: depressed as sh!t!
Listening to: please please please (young hollywood) - head automatica
well me and tes are now not talking, same with me and dan, kat is trying to be cool about it all but i think dan is spreading a hell of a lot about me, some true but probably untrue stuff as well. that boy annoys me! anyway i just found out that no matter what happens to people in life its bloody annoying no matter what lol. dan is up so i am down and al this balancing out yin and yang seems to be true! i have basically given up on tes which is a shame but i havnt cried int he shower (when she first told me) like that ever i dont think but cheering up now so will be cool. but hopefully people will; help me cheer up, lol no luck so far all i get in angry and wannahurt people! lol well its been a tough half term i mean started great but then after tes telling me bout dan obviously the greatness of half term compeltely left me lol and i wish i could say something good has come out of this but i really, at least right now anyway, dont think anything good has come from this. i mean i have spent a lot more time taking my anger out biking and stuff but meh biking is getting harder for some reason. probably my alchoholism lol! but meh francesca phoned me once which was quite nice and we had a good catch up chat. i think she's worried about who i hang out with and what i get up to down bournemouth when i told her how i was kinda proud of danny because i saw him at the begginning of the eek and at the end of the week without him even beign ut in the cells. lol i overstated it a bit granted but its no like he is not a regular lol but yeah apparantly she is scared to hang out for all night long in bournemouth and yet i would feel so comfortable about it you just have to get to nkow the right people! lol well me and my parents seem on good terms again but that may be just because they can sense how much extreme pressure socially and other ways i am under and i think they knwo something is wrong since their being so nice to me but we will just have to see! but school has ben crap so far my pen wont work and i have phsyics after this free period and i have no pen! see if i can race out and get one fromt he bookroom beforehand! but after all the effort i went to to set kat and luke up he dumped her 2 days after going out with ehr and noone knows why! but atleast kat admitts she is better without dan rutter. even though i respect dan rutter as a mate what he did to kat was wrong but we all need to learn through our mistakes so im not gonna be a d!ck to him beacuse of somehting he did once! well a few times but thats not the point! lol
well my forum seems to be back up and kind of running lol hard work but people are coming back to it even tes has posted twice but im not sure if she really would want to anymore! lol well anyway i managed to finally get george and sophie to get in there all the way, with help from a party and some bloke called dave. anyway gonna go now get a chit for a pent hen head to physics lol the good news is i am not fecked up enough to not even be able to type into the good old blog! lol go me!!!