Mood: bored but optemisitc
Listening to: the clairvoyant - iron maiden
well i had a good day on tuesday during the day i met up with sian and we went off for a bit on our own which was good but we were really drunk so it could have been better ;) after that i started working properly for bryanston actually making calls which is totally crap coz noone wants to donate to bryanston lol i have onlyhad one donation in two days of working which is totally gay but oh well keep going i dont care coz i will be paid at the end of it! and well you know life is actually going ok i guess i dont really have any really major complaints just that i dont get to see sian very often now! and i think we will work but were not there yet im a bit worried but if we both put a small amount of effort in it will really work instead of just being in a relationship which i know a lot of people just get stuck into but i remember when i was drunk i did such a stupid thing that jsut popped into my mind luckily noone else was around but im sure sian has told everyone esepcially blonde charlie who is sian's mate (not charlie woo) and she hates me so she will find this even funnier :( i proposed to her with such a tacky ring it didnt even have a bit of coloured glass in it! :p well it went down badly lol she brushed me off and im glad she did coz it was just one of these apsoloutly fecking stupid things i do when i'm drunk! lol but it was kinda funny i guess im not going to dwell on it otherwise i might make it a ibig deal in my head and well i guess meh i dunno. on a random note dad is having our toyota valeted and im not quite sure why we never have any of our cars valeted coz its just a waste of money so god knows what has got into him. been chatting with charlie woo recently and she seems to be doing very well. on a weird not i cant remeber if i mentioned what happened to mel one time in bournemouth, the same day i get twatted a few good ones (god that sounds chavvy!!) by this oly bloke who i hardly know mel gets drunk, stoned and throttled by some holly girl lol but she came into tesco when i was finishing my shift and we chatted and she seems cool about the fact that i actually wasnt there to se eit happen and i was with dirty little rutter when he phoned for the ambulance but he got there before me so its not i dont care! well chloe was there and it gave me a chance to talk to her and now we have the same group of friends as she knows people who i hang out with so i see her every now and then and then but when mel was in the ambulance and i was one of the people gathering around outside to make sure she was allright, because she realised she couldnt put on a whole "cool" attitude towards me we said all our apologies which was quite nice and i admitted to her i just said i cheated on her to piss her off and all those kinda closure chats which seems coola nd we will prob be friends again now which is good co`z i really didnt wanna lose her as a mate but meh was good to have a chat with her! she is still a sweetie when she's not pissing u off! lol oh well but no i had a good chat with her and its all cool. not much else has happened really but it sure is good cant wait to go back to school now. lol even though im the quiet one in portman and dont say much i just cant wait to get back just to see everyone despite the fact that i dont really talkk much and im all quiet lol. i dunno the social attitude in bryanston is just not one which i am in all my holidays you know you cant just randomly go up to someone and go "hey dude love your new emo haircut dude i guess that is the look you wewre going for nt what i would do myself but you would make a good emo when you gonna die it black?...by the way my names josh who the feck are you?" kinda attitude which is cool but at bryanston its ver formal and if the not so popular people want to chat with someone they start the convo i dont do that coz its just not the way we do things lol. anyway i think i might have said enough but will updae later in the week maybe after friday coz sian might be coming over but i might also be going over charlie woo's depends on what is happening!
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