Mood: I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO SKOOL
Listening to: get amped:phoney society
well it all started innocently enough. I met upwith mates and well yeah i thought lizie hated me..... long story will be explained later as chronologically other things happened first. well i go to the elements ball which is at a nmight club called elements and i met lizzie there and everyone else and that was all ang good except Tom G was there...they guy who was going out with emily and well he was refraining from killing me all night! i saw claudia....remember claudia and hugged her!!!! ahahah the look on her face! comical....anyway that was all well and good and then things were kinda average from then on till christmas time ish when i just went to bournemouth and did loads of ice skating. then i was invited bowling with michael haynes (Bob!!!!!!!!!) and bob introduced me to chloe...... she was very sweet and polite and then we went ice skating again the next day and she was there aghain i held herhand for the entire ice skating session and i enjoyed her company so much!! well i decided to ask her out when i waled her to her house....she has a very nice hiouse with electric ddoors etc! so i got as far as the elecctric doors and asked her and she just kinda nodded her head! well i was thrilled! and now were going out! that same evening when i got home lizzie had to ring me up and tell me that she was sorry she was just angry will i take her back!!! oops sorry darling im over you kinda reactionf rom me....too little too late! well then i went to a party which was sam's mums party where i was waitering and that wass fun coz we were just basically drinkingloads backstage! well i got in a sstress with my parents on the way home got out of the car and spent the night at my mates house after having lizzie ringme and i cant really remember what i told her but it sure seemss like i went throught all the motions....all of them! well it ended up i DID wake up in my own bed so that was good! lol well after then i have just beenc ruisiing all my depressiojns are in the background and i can be happy again! i was really depressed at nedw years eve coz ALL of my friends either abandoned me yes abandoned me didnt even invite me to parties while i was there whilst they planned them!! or there was a limited number and i was too low down on the list etc! so i spent new years eve at home with the rents and had the nicest steak ever! watched a bnit of tv with a few beers andd went to bed about 4 in the morning. all my feelings for people like emily and franccesca are back to friendships and i thinkmy life is back on track except for sam....well i took emily on my first date with a meal at the bella italia in bournemouth and well he turned up knowing i was going to be there he even rubbed it in my face he was tryna get a table there during the day i thought he ws just winding me up....which itr sure did i wanted to kill hiim!! anyway he turns up with tom....the guy who didnt even invite me to hiss new years eve party even though he inmvited all my mates! well it was him and sam and tom was kinda regretting not inviting me coz when sam was bragging about how good the party was tom was just like 'shutup sam cant you see he is hurt deep down" well sam of course kept talking anyway we arrived at the bella italia and sam and tom were sitting down and during the meal or while we were ordering etc sam kept trying to get my attention with his glass held up in a kind of a cheers manner!!!!! and he came over and talked to us....i was SO FURIOUS i could have killed him! oh well ey??!! lol well am not talking to him now which is a probnlem coz i go back to skool on sunday and he is gonna be in my face 24/7 updates on what happens later.....i got ICT coursework i am supposed to be doing oh well all this typing is sure impressing the teacher!! lol report back soon!
