diary of a lost soul

Mood: so tired....

when i get back next termi will be on the worst possible punishments (all of them) without suspension or expulsion but i dont care anymore i used to but now i reely have nothing to live for whys hould i care? christmas i know will cheer me up, remember at the end of this week u have no little old me for 4 weeks! then im back in your face!!! luckily now my feelings for francewsca are being forced once again to the back of my mind,testnow is when i see her again on the 14th when thre is the elements ball. im going as nicki's date but we have made rules of no pulling, also a law of i cantpull anyone else but i decided a loophole is if anna goes. she's so georgeous and sweet! and she owes meone of her famous dances!!! wish i could spend all day hugging her! me and lizzie are doing ok on the surface but i feel that deep down she is stil hurting i a making as muchof an effort as i can to be nice to her so we will just have to see wont we? well i still havnt finished my physics coursework so yeh i hate work dontyou? will post again when i finish...and all you peeps better congratulate me!!