diary of a lost soul

Mood: i cant believe it.....
Listening to: get amped-phoney society

i find my two "best mates" playing sptting games with all my computer stuff.cordless mouse down the drain wow another 50 quid oh wait thats right i dont have 50 quid. now i cant use my cmputer wow well done sam and john OMG i could fucking kill them witha blunt object and feel no remorse. i swear one day i will lose it! well the love life thing is hopefuylly behind me, lizzie and me are talking but she is still very dismissive. smoking up to 20 a day....i gotta stop this its y i have no cash but argh i cant help it! they have always been 2 faced to each other and me kinda like a 2 faced triangle but to catch them in the act of doing it and them saying it was just a bit of fun is going too far. its all over my entire dorm wtf am i gonna do? sorry i havnt been updating over the last few days i have been going about just feeling low doing nothing really now i have to catch up on my vcoursework, yeah fat chance of that ever happening! well im gonna go do work now and try to put this behind me arrrggghhh i need a cricket bat