i need to get a few things off my chest...right well this girlcalled anna, she is a dancer and she's really fit is interested in me and i am interested in her, hopefully she can be my mental saviour, i am on thepoint of breakdown, my nerves arejust going my best mate at school asked someone he hated right infront of me if they wanted to go to blanny when he knew i was free just because he wa sulking because i kicked him off MY computer to install a second DVD drive, which onlytakes like 10 mins anyway! i know! charming isnt it!! well he has always been like that and always will be so i just let it go over my head but that combined with all that i have described earlier in my blog has meant that well i am not best pleased with people right now. i need well in the words on bonjovi (one ofmy heroes) "i wish that i could be in another time and place, with someone elses soul, someone elses face" btw my majour musical influences are bonjovi, get amped (no1 has heard of them they are the british underground band of the month www.getamped.co.uk they will be on the radio 1 playlist soon! hope theydo well i love them, i also love greenday, guns n roses imtryna get hold of some metallica but no luck yet and a few oldie people like queen and ELO. my music tastes are veryw eird!! lol well anyway im going away from the point, i hate this phoney society we live in and argh people are so obsessed with their own simple lives that theycannot realise what i am going through. maybe one day i can go back through this blog and laugh...in the very distant future that is. even on all theonline forums i am on people are ignoring me! proably theonly people talking to me right now are my family and a few close friends. hope i can sort my head out as it is really starting to bug me.