diary of a lost soul

Mood: happy its finally finished

well my webblog is finally finished....hope you like it! http://img114.exs.cx/img114/6835/stebbo.jpg

Mood: optemistic about the near future

and i should be doing It coursework but i wanna make just a quick entry in my blog. well i need to get somthing off my chest. my feelings for lizzie are slowly going which is good but my feelings for other people are still rising. i need to think of someway to get them outta my mind, emily is easy because she is going out with jason but francesca is hard but im really trying, i cant let how i feel ruin our friendship like i did when she dumped me. that just annoyed her so much. i hope things will turn out allright. the friends i met in blandford....well it turns out that one of them has taken an overdose and is in hospital, a few people were just looking to me for moral support. i hope james will be ok, he OD'd on paracetomol. i neer knew his gf problems were that serious, ive been tempted but have never gone near anything to OD and i hope i have the will to keep going. so yeah thats the blandford story and i am gonna go work now so i will speak again to all you peeps soon!

Mood: i really need a piss...no really i do

i am going to blandford (local town) in about 15 mins and i hate school well i like it but i hae it if ya know what i mean so im not gonna go too deep right now but i wana say that chloe and kenny are good mates and i respect them a lot. chloe i can talk 2 about any problems i have and kenny is...well kenny is just kenny he can always put a smile on my face and he is so friendly and im gonna go have a fag before i ead to blanny (slang for blandford) so will post an update when i get back form blanny