my birfday sucked ass man but boi did mah partay gooooo off fark im a champ haha...well cept sleepin wif a taken guy that was nasty and i got wif alex and corey and troy omg im a hoe!!! stu knows tho so all good he wasnt mad thank god..i love him tonnes but space is workin so we'll c wat happens
ANYWAYS a humungoooooooooo thankya to my hoe BEC i love u baby u rock my world ty so much for my bday party n helpin us move..oh and kingy u 2:D
fuck yas:X
Debba
Mood: yay
im so happppppppppppy he loves me again..dats y i havent been writing much
oh ppl!!!
im 19
its my bday party on the 22nd
be there
or ill kill ya:D comprehende???;)..
pm me for details u know where i am spunk asses
he flogged the shit out of me bad this time the cops came hed slit his wrists and taken zoloft..i told him new yrs day we need a break hes hating it but accepted it...he wont leave me alone its driving me insane i love him so much but hes jsut filled with hatred..i need to leave if things dont get any better god its gonna kill me..i cant do this again
kisses
Deb
new yrs eve we go to lisas party...and i got fucking RAPED!!!! stus going psycho he thinks it was my fault i just cant deal with this shit anymore..im going to kill myself then noone will ever have to worry again
Deb
Mood: meh
christmas was yesterday wat a yay day me and stu fought most of it then got so shockingly stoned hahaha that was pretty funny like i kept choppin n choppin...he wont get rid of mon:( i wish i was enough for him to love and want...i think im finally realising i will never be enuf for him he needs more and i cant be what he needs we are gettin married in 2 months and he barely speaks about it unless its about money...i just wanna die:(...i gave him his wedding ring for xmas and he was like oh cool...that was it...400 bucks and i get oh cool...THANKS STU!!!!..anyways now im gettin mad i love him and hate him
ciao
Deb
