long saturday
Mood: missing jason
Listening to: nothing
Still totally missing Jason, but I talked to him over the phone off and on for about 5 hours today I think LOL! We had a long talk about getting marrie, and about our trip to dallas next weekend for the concert, and about all sorts of stuff! He is soooo perfect for me! *sigh* It's funny, when we met- he told me that he felt like a schoolboy..and like his first crush all over again....and now- I feel the same way! I think about him all the time, and want to be with him every second of the day/night. He had asked me a couple weeks ago- why I liked him...and i couldn't explain it...but now? Haha-- he asked me the other day how I know that i love him...and I could answer so easily.... It's cuz I love how i feel with him, i feel safe and warm and tingly, and we get along great= even when we argue, i appreciate the view that he's coming from! (of course i dont' let him know that! haha!) and most importantly, that he's my best friend. If I were to be alone with any one person in the world, it would be him-- OMG- that makes me teary eyed just typing it!!! YAY!!! For those of you who have read my blogs since i started... the rocky path with "cupcake" was just a tip of all the bullshit I've been through in my life- and my rocky path with "guys" in general. With Jason, now, I don't ever want to have an experience like that again, and I don't think I will! :) Thank goodness! For the first time, everything is going so well! I prayed for God to send me someone...I'm at that point in my life..I dont' want to be alone anymore! I think he has answered that by sending me Jason :) My parents are cool with me getting married to Jason, and my little sis thinks it's the coolest thing since Bratz dolls came along...lol...and my brother kinda likes him *shock* cuz they both have bikes, and they can go ride sometime. *chuckles* To make a comparison, I would say- that if my life were a book (which who knows, maybe it will be in hardback form someday- or a soap opera) this would be the end of one book, and the beginning of another. Hopefully, it will be even more exciting- but in good ways, that normal people should have. :)
Oh- but still no more car sales...going to try to make an appointment with the ENT on Monday, I can't hear shit! My hearing has gotten so much worse in the past couple weeks- every time I get put under anastetic it seems to get worse. :( I need new hearing aids too (bogus!) and my family and I are celebrating my birthday tomorrow since I have to go to OKC on my birthday (Monday). That's about all the latest news there... keep ya posted!
