Crystal's Trials and Tribulations

I don't understand why we argue so much, I don't unerstand why we fight when going to bed at night...every day I can't wait to come home, so that I can cuddle with you in bed and just feel you next to me. You can be so indecisive at times, it drives me crazy-other times, you get mad if I ask you to compromise. I don't know how to react when you are having a bad day, I feel like it's my fault and i don't know how to make it better. When I'm away from you, all I want is to give you a hug, but when I see you- I feel like you don't want to touch me sometimes. I just want the answers, so I can make it better.

Kind of poetic in a sad way- so I thought I'd post it.   We argued about everything!  Sat night- it was because i was on the phone trying to help a gal pal out, instead of paying attention to him.  Sunday, we fought because I didn't want to practice bass guitar with (which i'm trying to learn) for as long as he did, cuz he was going too fast.  see-- stupid shit!

So today, I decided to talk to him and find out what the ultimate underlying issue was... turns out- it's about what we will do when my parents sell the house we're in.  No biggy- we don't have to buy one...we can just rent...but it's not going to happen for at least a few months- so, there's no need in worrying about it now- plus, if my parent's do sell the house- they will have the money to help us out! 

Anyways- i think we got it all sorted out for now...he's just been stressin, and i've been stressin about work- so it's all just crazy right now- but it will be better by the middle of the month i'm sure!