Idiots!
Mood: pissy
Listening to: the xbox music
Well, apparently some peoples still can't find anything better to do with their time then interfere with other people's happiness!!!! ggrrr-- i get sooo steamed about this shit....ok- so here goes the story.... cupcake deleted me off his list agian the other day, so immature, and today i sent him an email asking for an explaination, and playin it cool, told him we needed to chill on the talkin online till he gets back anyway cuz it always starts unnecessary friction (good one huh?) He added me back to his list, then told me one of his friends was moving to Altus and showed me my parent's address asking if i knew where it was...yeh- right. So i told him that it was not my address if that's what he was aiming for- so he said someone must be playin tricks on him again...bullshit! Anyways- then proceeded to tell me that the email address that came up belonged to my little brother (he's 20) and gave my parent's phone number and everything-- now, i'm sure this is listed info somewhere, white pages or whatever...but seriously pisses me off that he went checking for it! He said that in the email, the person writing was trying to see if we were still in 'relations' and that i had sexy info that i had stored on my computer??? whatever-- and that i was not the person i tell him i am and that i party all the time and blah blah blah-- basically that i'm this terrible person, oh and that i like to play games with guys?!?!?!?!? What kind of stupid bullshit is that?! Like i have that kind of power over guys! hhahaha!! If i did, i wouldn't chat or log my shit in a webblog, i'd be a supermodel somewhere- running an escort service-- FUCK- people piss me off. You guys/gals see how powerless i am, and not to mention clueless...i'm simply looking for Mr Right, and coming across a bunch of Mr Right now's that will do for the time being. Hahaha- that one was for you shellz! ;)
Ok, enough of that- i just want the person who did that to tell me so i can arrange a meeting to kick their ass in public...in front of a crowd of people, in the dark, so i can hide their body when i'm done...grrrr!!! see- why u gotta go make me get all violent- i hate that!
*Deep breath* so, Jason came by and saw me at work for a little bit this morning. I noticed last night when he left that he didn't go home, he went the other direction- Denny's of course...to see Autumn, he says...better have been the only person he went to see- she's the only one i'm okay with cuz she always asks about me and is super nice :) Oh, i asked him about why he won't take me on his bike- he said it's cuz it's "his" thing right now- which i'm okay with- but i told him then i didn't want him tryin to hold me against his bike anymore cuz it's "his" thing, and i did try to be interested. but if this is the case- why does this Jan chick get to go riding with him?!??! hmmmm???? Yeh- well, anyways- we all know the real reason why. Ok- so he's in the living room on lunch break right now- i was supposed to make nachos tonight for dinner, but had to order -pizza cuz i stayed at work late selling a car...yay me!!! 9 more to go. :( Gonna go play now!










k i feel better now. As far as Jason goes and the bike thing - Id just let it go if I were you. Ya\'ll talked about it and if/when you see Jan on his bike.. let him see that it hurts you. Why can he do \"his thing\" with another woman? That\'s not fair. Ask him how he\'d feel if you did your own thing with another man and that you didn\'t want him to go and be around? Would make him suspicious, right?!
Good for you for selling the car! VERY proud of you darlin! Keep up the good work! Enjoy your life right now. You have so much going for you. Don\'t let all these dumbass guys drag you down. You don\'t deserve it! The Mr. Right Now\'s are supposed to be fun - even if its a different Mr. Right Now each night. ;)
Im gonna go now since this is a novel. *hugs n luvins to you, sweetheart!*
~ Shel
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