feeling unnecessarily lost
been staring out in space for some time now.
deciding whether to start my day or just plain think of what to do.
been planning to read my new books but, i don't know.
been out of the weather lately.
uncertainties are pretty big now.
i'm nearing a day with which i need to start a new case but...
i'm totally scared of doing it.
i think i can but who knows what would happen.
would i pass? i do hope so... my future depends on it.
but i know i would not be able to accomplish anything with just staring in space...
but everything seems clear upfront
but it seems to dwindle as it goes further the horizon.
just a flicker of unrecognizable light is all i see in the distance
