Allow me to introduce myselves

Mood: not so okey dokey
Listening to: same direction- hoobastank

AHH! um... today wasn't too great at all!!! well, this morning was ok.... i got to make a build-a-bear in FHA today and i made a giraffe named Marmeduke!! lol ( i love him! ) and then today i got to leave at 1:45 from school for our ball game in Cambridge Springs (which we didn't win, and it was pouring!, and the umps were mean) so we went to watch the boiz game and Elise got pegged in the leg with a foul ball by some weird kid that wiggled his legs b4 he swung and she had a HUGE welt on her leg so Heidi carried her to the bus and everyone was like holdin her legs and stuff! so then on the bus kayla gets a call on her cell phone from Brittany so she says brittany wants to talk to me so i take the phone and we're chattin for a while and then she asks if i know *** (i'm leaving the name out cuz i don't want to make anyone feel bad) [ WHICH IS MY BIGGEST PROBLEM!] and i said ya he's in band - after a year you kinda know the ppl in ur class   and then she told me that he was gonna ask me to prom and i was like WHAT??? i REALLY wasn't expecting this AT ALL!!! 1st of all i'm a freshman and 2nd um... i never really thought someone would ask me soo i was kinda like not thinkin and kinda confused and it wasn't a good thing but then i lost the connection so i was kinda freaked out a little.... so then i took a nap on the bus and OMG kayla threw her purse at me and i swear i like JUMPED out of my skin!!!!  and then like right after i got home i started my homework and ** called and asked me and like i don't really know the guy that well ( actually at all) and there's an age difference (not that that bothers me in any way but in HS it's a lot different than like a 20 year old and a 27 year old) so... i talked to my mom about it and i don't really know the guy that much so i don't think it would really be a good thing to go cuz i'd pretty much just hang out with Heidi and Elise and that wouldn't be fair to him and plus i don't really wanna go till i'm a junior so that it will be a little more special to me and also cuz my parents won't allow me.... so now i have to tell someone no and that's like my WORST PROBLEM!! i feel REALLY BAD!!!!! but it wouldn't be right to say yes. so now i have to say no and i seriously have the hardest time doin this ( for those of you that can just say no! i seriously admire you!!!) i don't want anyone to feel bad i guess it's cuz i always try to make ppl feel better but AHH now i'm gonna like cry! o well i guess i'll live!  SOMEHOW!