Allow me to introduce myselves

Mood: TIRED but happy
Listening to: Welcome to hell - Sum 41

well FRIDAY night was a complete blast!!! Amityville is an AMAZING MOVIE!!! it was SOO GREAT and then OMG MEg and Khrystie and DEv and I went to the mall after to meet up with NIna and LOL Meg and i were checkin out these books in the bookstore ( no duh! ) and this really fat kid with bigger boobs than me!! ( well that's not actually too bad there! but ANYWAYS!! ) he's like JODY! and me and meg just busted up and ran  to the back of the store!! lol it was GREAT! well i got me mommy her mommy's day junk and then we went to nina's to party and eat and play cranium and i'm really good at just pullin crap out of my ass for that game!!! and MEGAN i would just like to say that you did a GREAT G.W. Impression i got it right off the bat! lol and we kept messin around into the wee hours of the morning... well anyway i would just like to include one word ... ISABELLA!.. ( inside joke ) sorry for those of you outside the bubble!

so today me mommy and daddy picked me up and Kenny and Steph picked me up for practice which was GREAT I LOVE OUR TEAM!! it's the best this season's gonna rock!! and so then i just bummed around after practice since nobody was home and then i went to walk me poochy poo tonight so i decided to go up to the fairgrounds and run around since there were a butt load of ppls down at the bball courts and by that tracks (if u ever been near me dog u know that would be bad idea) so surprisingly he actually ran next to me for a few laps around the grounds  up there ( usually he's all over the place! ) so that was nice and then on the way back home some guy ( looked like joe smith {i think!} ) just started wavin at me so i just waved back! lol so now i'm sittin here waitin for me rents to get home since they been havin car trouble and i can't sleep or i won't wake up!!! got like 5 hours o sleep last night so i'm SOO ready to CRASH! well that's bout all i'm thinkin now so i'll catch ya laters 

I WUV YA~!

Mood: GREAT
Listening to: Cute without the E - Taking back Sunday

OOO and i forgot FRIDAY IS GONNA ROCK!!

i'm goin to see Amityville Horrors with my babes and then we're goin shopping and meeting up with NINA!!! and then we're gonna stay at her house and Rock it ALL NIGHT LONG!! well i just wanted to make sure i didn't forget that!!

I love you

Mood: GREAT!!
Listening to: WHat i got - Sublime

ok well to finish off yesterday's entry i must take you back to our softball game (which unfortunatly we did lose) but that's not the good part, so Elise and Heidi and i were like high on Emmy M's and it was GReat so on the way back to the locker room i saw Caitlin at the track meet and i GAVE HER A BIG HUG!!! so of course everyone else wanted one too! so i got to hug chad and dara too!! but then Jakey D. like picked me up off the GROUND!!! lol it was kinda scary!! so then i went home and that was my day

so today was also GREAT!! well, this morning i went to the cross country meeting and signed up cuz i love kaitlin and she convinced me and another YAY cuz heather's doin it too!!! so that was GREAT!! and then English went okey dokey and the same with Science and I made it through History successfully and then went to art club today where i finished my latin homework.... and so that was a pretty dull morning so onto gym!! and today Heather and I got EVERYTHING done in the weight room with 2 minutes to spare!!! (that's cuz we're beasts!) and so then to lunch where i got to hang with my babes! and i read a note meg wrote me during Algebra cuz it was kinda slow today but the Latin was Absolutly the BEST EVER!!! ok well yesterday we took these date quizzes and to be able to abreviate the date on our headings we had to pass with an A and of course i'm soo lucky that i got 45/45!!! and so did my "buddy" and so i got a HIGH FIVE!!!! yea dude i'm NEVER WASHING MY HANDS!! ( well yea i will cuz they're dirty from practice today!! DARN!! ) so then I ran around the bases for about an hour and a half at practice tonight and now i'm home I LOVE LIFE!!!   so that's bout all!

I LOVE YOU TOO!

Mood: good
Listening to: Give a little bit - Goo Goo dolls

well, today i went in to Dempsey's this morning to make up an old vocab test cuz i needed to so my lovely amazing friend Meggie-poo dropped off me duffle bag in Moho's room for me so that WAS FANTASTICO!!! so during homeroom i was talkin to Ashley again ( i do this almost every morning ) and again we were talking about cross country (which tomorrow morning there is a meeting for it) and Uhg!! she makes it sound REALLY fun and i want to do it but i guess i'm just afraid that i'll be like super slow and suck really bad!!! and i don't want to be the worst one out there!! cuz then i'd feel like a doofus!!! but i think i'm gonna go to the meeting tomorrow morning just to check it out cuz that's still not definite and all but UGHH! well Kaitlin has talked me into it!!! i'm gonna try it out!! so today i got a GIANT hug from ROnnie on my way out of hr and it was really nice and then band was okey dokey but the concerts back on... and then English, Science, and history and in history we're watchin this dumb movie and i like kinda dozed off a lil and Jakey D. threw his pencil at me and it woke me up and i jumped really high!! lol so then had lunch and Algebra and the whole slew of other classes and it was an okey dokey day! well i will be forced to continue this tomorrow becuz the shower is now open and i want to get CLEAN!!! lol so i'll see ya later

I LOVE YOU!

Mood: okey dokey (but my nosey is still running)
Listening to: Who am i? - new found glory

well as i informed you... on friday our school was put under a lock-down and my little brother even had a  paper sent home with him that said all After school activities were cancelled!! ok well that usually means that SPORTS (which are after school) are cancelled so of course i believed what the announcements told me ( THAT"S WHERE I WAS WRONG!!) apparently the school can just decided whenever they feel like it whether or not there should be sports or not so of course tonight there was practice and did i have stuff with me?? of course not!!! so yet once again i'm screwed over by the system!!! so screw all that!!! i'm tired of trying to do the right thing in that freaking shit hole!!! AHHHHHHHH!

ok soo on the nicer brighter side the day was kinda okey dokey other than i had a lot of work to get done. but after school i've been talkin to my babe megan for a while and i really like talkin to my babe!! we jsut get each other!  so yea she got me thinking about yes of course Boiz!!

ok so here i'm just gonna lay it all out i don't care who reads or what you all think (well i'd kinda like to know) but ya w/e

well.. Megan thinks that Ferringer likes me...Ronnie and i are just good friends...i've been told that Doug W. likes me (don't think so though)...i like a certain someone in my latin class but don't talk much...and i was informed that a certain "bob" liked me (but bob's in 7th grade. (HE's an awsome bob though!!!)

yea so yea..... i don't know i think that if anything came from any of those at all i would most likely hope it's ronnie just cause we talk and get along soo much but summers comin and i don't think i'd really see him that much since he lives a while away but hey they say nothin gets in the way of love (lol) but now my babe megans on a hunt!! lol

well that's me day!! ttyl   see the thing is that i really LOVE YOU!!

Mood: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Listening to: my head banging off the table

ARGH!! well... yesterday i was supposed to go to the kickoff of little leaugue but it was cancelled cuz of the RAIN!!! i hate rain!!! but yesterday i slept in till like 10 which is considerably late for me on the weekends and i had the WORST headache and a runny nose and just felt REALLY CRAPPY!! so i just kinda layed around the house yesterday just chillin and my mommy took me to the video store and i rented Spanglish, The Village, and Dodgeball and so i've watched all of those now in between dosing off in little naps cuz even the day quil medicine makes me sleepy!! so today i pretty much just chilled again! but i just found out from DAra that our English homework is DUE TOMORROW!!!! and I DON"T HAVE IT WITH ME!!!!!!!!!

it's at school!!!!!!!!!! and i'm really screwed cuz that's like bucko points!!!!! and i can't do it!!!!!  AHHHH! now i REALLY DON'T FEEL GOOD!!!! JEEZ i can't get a break!!!

Mood: happy - and - mad
Listening to: Polaris - Jimmy EAt World

ok well to sum up what i left out yesterday... had health, lunch, algebra, latin, and then went to study hall and after like 15 min, of SH the announcement that we were to all evacuate to the track came on so there was yet again another BOMB THREAT!!! so then i had Softball practice till 5 and then had scouts and did my phantom of the opera dance with meg and beth! lol

so this morning i go into school all ready for my FHA fieldtrip and here there's a facutly meeting until 8:15 (the time we're supposed to be leaving) so just about the whole student body is crammed into the cafeteria because we're not allowed to go to our classes because of the meeting... so it turns out that because of the stupid retards and their bomb threats that EVERYTHING is cancelled... band concert, prom, sport activities, EVERYTHING!!!! and the whole school's in a lock down.. YOU CAN't GO TO THE BATHROOM WITHOUT A TEACHER!! but we're so lucky that we were allowed to go on our field trip so i got out of the horrible day at school by the grace of God!! and so we went to and elderly home to hand out blankets and we met a man that was really nice and missed his family and wanted to go home so we chatted with him for a while and then we went to krispy kream for donut and cappacino in my case... then to the science center, omnimax theatre, sports center ( which was actually fun!!!) i did the trampoline flippy thing and the circley thing that spins around. and the rock wall and the rollar coaster simulator and a whole bunch more stuff!!) and then we stopped at this Cici's pizza place and all of the weird girls on the trip were like hitting on the waiter who was really freaky too and it was REALLY GROSS!!!! and then we left there and  BRyan got married to wendy and ( OMG IT WAS JUST SOOO HILARIOUS!!!) but then we had to stop cuz taylor got sick and had to throw up and then after about 45 minutes we got back on the road and headed to jackson center where her BF picked her up and then we got back to the school about a whole hour late!! and my bro said that to get in and out of the MS you have to beep in and out and everything's locked and it's HORRIBLE!!! i'm really dreading monday and i think that it's REALLY NOT FAIR that we're all being punished because of some STUPID KID WITH A PEN THAT CAN WRITE IN THE BATHROOM!!!! it's all sooooooooooo DUMB!!!!!!!!!! so that's about all i know and yea,, it all sux REALLY BAD!!!!!!!! and ARGH!!!!!

well megan i love you

and wendy loves bryan!! lol

Mood: GREAT
Listening to: creep - stone temple pilots

well today seemed like it shoulda been really bad but it ENJOYED IT IMMENSLY!!! well this morning band was ok nothin great there, but then in english we had a fire drill and Ronnie was my body guard like i was the president and it was sooo funny!!!  but he said he felt bad when he pushed me a little cuz i'm so small!!! ( that made me sad!) so i just told him that big things come in small packages!!! and that made me feel better on the inside!! lol (yea i know its sad i have to reasure myself that it's ok to be short!) then we had science which was fun cuz we just goofed around and then history and we had a review game and the life skills kids made these cracker things that the dudes in the civil war ate and they reminded me of REALLY hard pretzels!!! lol but our team lost unfortunatly! well... i have to go fill out an application for a job at the vet clinic this summer so i guess i'll have to continue this tomorrow! later days!!

I LOVE YOU!

Mood: very happy!
Listening to: the blue channel - taking back sunday

well, my day's been ok i guess... Band was SHORT which i thank the lord for!!! but unfortunatly we had to play VIVA (which i am now going to refer to as my death song!!) and jen wasn't there cuz she went to Toronto on the trip so once again i had to play the solo all by my lonesome and apparently i get sooo nervous when i'm all alone that i screw it up really bad and i just don't like it at all!!! so after that i moved on to english which was pretty boring but ooo Ronnie gave me a neck massage b4 class started and it felt SOO GOOD!! i really needed that after band!!! so then to science which with Mr. McCoy is always fun and then to see TOM DIEZ!!!! now i don't think anyone can find an old guy that can talk in monotone with the same quality!!! lol so that was great and then to history which i was sooo bored i seriously thought about shooting myself!! I HATE THAT CLASS!!!so onto gym and lunch ( and i sat with EMily and Ashley since they woulda been lonely since like half the table was away on the trip to CANADA!!)  so then to Algebra which w/o Brittany was still pretty fun!! i know it's hard to believe but it is possible  ( prolly  cuz Cody B. can be quite amusing when he's left alone with those little orange cone things!! lol) so then i GOT OUT OF SCHOOL!!! for the game in union today which was really COLD!!!! but Elise and i managed to make it through by singing like every single song we could think of and playin tag!!! lol but unfortunatly we didn't win the game!! we were either tyed or just one point off for almost the whole game but in the bottom of the 6th they had 3 balls go to the fence and in the top of the 7th we just couldn't catch up! o well, but luckily i had money so that Elise and i could split some nachos and popcorn after the game since we didn't get home till 8!!! but the bus ride home was the best! lol the guys were just hilarious ( i'm not gonna get into that in detail just cuz there's way too much to put!) so then i came home and helped my daddy put the old hot water heater up by the driveway since saturday's clean up day in town. so that's that and i'm over and out.

I LOVE YOU

Mood: same
Listening to: over - sugarcult

LOL i forgot to even write ANYTHING that had to deal with my mom!!! well she went to this meeting at my bro's school tonight to chew out the principal about the whole not being allowed to wear hoodies anymore bcuz of the bomb threats and crap and she really took his little ( OR SHOULD I SAY VERY LARGE??) a$$ for a bit of a ride!!! lol she had him sweating!!! well i'd go into more detail but i don't have the time now so yea that's it!!!!    I LOVE YOU

IF SEXY WAS AN OREO... U'D BE DOUBLE STUFFED!!!!

Mood: tired
Listening to: born free - the bouncing souls - rock against bush

well... today wasn't much better than yesterday unfortunatly!!! ARGH!! some ppl are really startin to bug me at school!!! i don't know if ppl think i actually listen to their every waking thought but apparently i really look like i care!!! yea, well that's buggin me and then ALL OF THIS HOMEWORK is really gettin to me!!!! OMG!!! we have an English paper due soon about the CIVIL WAR!! ( i'm sorry but that's kinda a boring topic for me to have to write a 2 page report on! ) [ NOW IF I GOT TO WRITE AN ORIGINAL STORY ABOUT ABE LINCOLN AND THE OOMPS LOOMPAS  ---NOW THAT'S SOMETHING I COULD GET INTO!!] and she gave us a 7 page packet on this thing and like it's soooo ridiculous!!!! AHHH and then we got 10 runned in our game tonight WHICH REALLY SUCKED (but i don't care anymore at this point cuz it's not like i helped at all with the game!)    

but since we quit so early i got to watch Decimus (a special friend of mine!) [SHHHHH]  play during the game!but then it started raining so we went to the bus  

but that's pretty much it for today just another pooey day!

but i still LOVE YOU!

Mood: tired
Listening to: Hollaback girl - Gwen Stephani

why does it seem like i'm living in Monday's all the time??  today was ok i mean it wasn't bad at all but it wasn't that great either!!!! it just seems like now everything is REALLY piling up and i'm getting less and less time to do things!!! and then of course i don't know what i'm doin but ALL OF A SUDDEN ppl that i like BARELY TALK TO keep like sitting with me all the time and ARRGH i don't know i don't mind ppl wanting to talk to me i mean DON'T get me wrong I LOVE PPL!!! especially the GUY ppl but i just have SOO Much to do i can't even enjoy it!!! i never would have thought i'd be thinking this!!! lol  well now i have SOO much stuff to do in English and History and i'm trying to get all of my portfolio crap done with and i'm just sooo tired all the time anymore that i don't even wanna do it!!! and ARGH i just need someone to make HW fun for me!!! maybe i need a HOTT STUDY BUDDY!! yea i still wouldn't get stuff done but i bet it'd be "FUN"!! lol well that's it for 2night i g2 get back to my ENGLISH HW!!! see what'd i tell you it NEVER ENDS!!!! o well

I LOVE YOU!!

Mood: little tired
Listening to: Jerrasic park III

well, it's been a while since i last had the chance to update ya'll on my days so i'm gonna try to sum it all up pretty quick. 

Thursday - went ok i don't really remember much other than softball practice where we ran races and played a scrimmage against ourselves and it was PRETTY fun and i got beaned in the leg by Stacy (on accident of course!!) [ so i've got a beautiful new bruise!!] and um... o during school i played checkers in SH with Corey using chess pieces ( i won of COURSE!!! lol ) and that was pretty much thursday

Friday - well, um... school went okey dokey on friday um... o we had our Street Smarts assembly that showed a whole bunch of ppl who were in car wrecks cuz they were drinkin and driving and the one dude's brains were hangin out of his head and i thought that was pretty interesting!!! and the school had to put garbage cans in the aisles in case someone had to -->     but i don't think anyone did so it wasn't bad and then we ended up playin our game in the rain and it was sooo miserable!!!! it was sooo cold and sooo wet!!! and i ended up spending most of the time drying the balls off but i got to leave at 5:00 to  go see BILL ENGVALL!!!! it was SOOO MUCH FUN!!!! HE'S HILARIOUS and then the guy b4 him was REALLY FUNNY TOO!!! i was like totally cracking up the whole time!!!!! and then i got back around 11:30 and i was pretty beat!!!

Saturday - well, ok today i woke up kinda late cuz i was tired last night and so i got up and dressed and the usual and my dad took me to the vet clinic in Grove City to apply for a summer job!!!! but the office hadn't had their applications all copied yet ( they were goin to start having them next week but the receptionist took my address and they're gonna mail me an application and then i can take it back) I REALLY HOPE I GET A JOB THERE!!! IT's such a nice place to work and they even had a little kitten in the waiting room and it was just snoozing away!!! SOO CUTE!!! and then we had some tacos from taco bell and came home, unfortunatly summer league practice was cancelled cuz of the rain, and so was dad's umping but he ended up umping another game at 5:00 so he was happy about that! i delivered my fundraising foods and pretty much just chilled the rest of the night. so that's all folks!!

Mood: not so okey dokey
Listening to: same direction- hoobastank

AHH! um... today wasn't too great at all!!! well, this morning was ok.... i got to make a build-a-bear in FHA today and i made a giraffe named Marmeduke!! lol ( i love him! ) and then today i got to leave at 1:45 from school for our ball game in Cambridge Springs (which we didn't win, and it was pouring!, and the umps were mean) so we went to watch the boiz game and Elise got pegged in the leg with a foul ball by some weird kid that wiggled his legs b4 he swung and she had a HUGE welt on her leg so Heidi carried her to the bus and everyone was like holdin her legs and stuff! so then on the bus kayla gets a call on her cell phone from Brittany so she says brittany wants to talk to me so i take the phone and we're chattin for a while and then she asks if i know *** (i'm leaving the name out cuz i don't want to make anyone feel bad) [ WHICH IS MY BIGGEST PROBLEM!] and i said ya he's in band - after a year you kinda know the ppl in ur class   and then she told me that he was gonna ask me to prom and i was like WHAT??? i REALLY wasn't expecting this AT ALL!!! 1st of all i'm a freshman and 2nd um... i never really thought someone would ask me soo i was kinda like not thinkin and kinda confused and it wasn't a good thing but then i lost the connection so i was kinda freaked out a little.... so then i took a nap on the bus and OMG kayla threw her purse at me and i swear i like JUMPED out of my skin!!!!  and then like right after i got home i started my homework and ** called and asked me and like i don't really know the guy that well ( actually at all) and there's an age difference (not that that bothers me in any way but in HS it's a lot different than like a 20 year old and a 27 year old) so... i talked to my mom about it and i don't really know the guy that much so i don't think it would really be a good thing to go cuz i'd pretty much just hang out with Heidi and Elise and that wouldn't be fair to him and plus i don't really wanna go till i'm a junior so that it will be a little more special to me and also cuz my parents won't allow me.... so now i have to tell someone no and that's like my WORST PROBLEM!! i feel REALLY BAD!!!!! but it wouldn't be right to say yes. so now i have to say no and i seriously have the hardest time doin this ( for those of you that can just say no! i seriously admire you!!!) i don't want anyone to feel bad i guess it's cuz i always try to make ppl feel better but AHH now i'm gonna like cry! o well i guess i'll live!  SOMEHOW!

Mood: SOO HAPPY!!!
Listening to: Last Resort - Papa Roach

OMG!!!!! TODAY WAS THE BEST EVER!!!!!! ok well today Khrystie and i went to Edinboro for our Art club field trip! and it was a little boring but we had soo much fun together like we both got happy meals at BK and we got these cranium cadoo toys and OMG it was SOO funny!!! we were like crackin up over the littlest things today!!! and then on the way home it started raining! lol and our window leaked and my butt was getting wet but Khrystie saved my with her tissues with lotion!!!! LOL ( sorry if you don't think this is funny but you seriously HAD to be THERE!!) so then we got back and i went to practice and it was actually pretty fun today!!! well, we started out running the bases and practicing our pop up slides and i'm not too bad at those!!! (other than my pants were kinda thin and my leg got a little banged up but i'll live!) and so SUnny-D left for a while and we were just running the bases while Chippy was hitting and the other girls were workin on fielding and it was ACTUALLY fun!!! LOL heidi and i are like guidance counselors now cuz we're around Fleis so much now!!! our favorite is EXCELLENT EFFORT!!! lol ( sorry again if you don't find that funny in our minds it's HILARIOUS!) so HS practice was FUN and then we had tryouts for summer league afterward so Kayla, Heidi and I just stayed afterward and my daddy brought me food and i shared my pudding with Kayla and then my daddy ( cuz he's soo nice!) got us 3 mountain dews at Anchors Away  and we were like singing and just goofin around and I FED THE BIRDS!!!! ( o and we made fun on my dad's mumbling problem! lol )  so we headed down to tryouts and i swear we were on something down there!!! Heidi and i were like sooooo wacked!!! lol it was great so  we all triedout and then my daddy went to see who the guys picked for the teams and that's REALLY boring to watch!! so i went up to the car and layed across the seats and hung my legs out the window and listened to the radio for about an hour! o yes, i also drew me some pictures and played catch with myself in the car!!! lol so when he finally came back he gave me the BEST NEWS!!!! well, i'm on kenny's team and i like him he's nice but mostly that means i'm with STEPHIE R. STEPHIE W. TABBY, HEIDI!!, and KAYLA!!! and i completely LOVE THEM!!!! and um.... so i'm like  super happy cuz of that and then my daddy got me ice cream from Hecky's YUM YUM!!!